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June 23 2005
Posted by Suvine at Monday, June 27, 2005 1:11 AM and is filed under uncategorized 
Last night I was at work and MBH picked me up. He had to drop off something for a client in my part of the town.
I gave him a huge E3 dose. It started raining. It always rains.
We then went to Big Lots where I took away his packet of Pixie Sticks from his cart.
We saw Batman BEGINS. On a whim. It was so good.
june 24
But Before we stopped to get Guarapo ( cane juice)
and
We bought Frozen Durian Packets at the Chinese Market but they had been previously thawed and re frozen and were bad.
I went to throw it out at the movie and when I came back employees were sniffing the theatre to find where the smell came from.
Drove home and watched , "I wanna be a Hilton" where everybody was play acting and pretending and feigning ignorance of it all ..
and forcing uncivilized people to eat snails to fit in. Does a worm taste like being rich?
I ate oranges and bananas all night.
I got a phone call from London and he is asking for me and then hanged up. On our new house phone I don't even know the number to yet.
Theme of my DAY: FRANZ FERDINAND.."in the dark of the matinee"
I am listening to Classical music , cutting and pasting this from my wordpad in corner.
I washed my hair this morning and it is just dry now and very soft.
I am wearing a white shirt, ties in the middle, frilly around straps.
A stray puppy is at the door, looking for a pal to pack around with..not me, I have to work!
Chickens and rabbits everywhere outside in the tall grasses.
Baby goats going baaaaaaa.
I just ate 1 lb of Lychees
I have on these pretty dangly earrings.
Should I get more E3 today? Should I do Spirulina?
Should I just enjoy my day as if it were a long piece of Baroque Classical?
An oil painting Masterpiece to stare at?
or Me as an ancient greek statue..nude for the world wrapped in a sheet.
Or can I be a flower with a light purple head with bows?
A long blade of grass on a windy day in Denmark?
a dirty child in the rain catching a frog in england?
a bug in the amazon listening to the music of other bugs?
a rock at the bottom of a pristine waterfall?
Could I be the water hugged in the pocket of a leaf in the woods of Canada today?
Can I give myself all the love of others?
Can I say how beautiful and yellow it is today?
The water flows over my head and body. I am under water at a waterfall in the jungle of Costa Rica and a big blue butterfly flies by.
My eyes are closed. Loved. Blessed.
//////////////
Sal, the organic Mamey Farmer brought me a Mamey.
This worker here, who holds his glasses together with shoelaces, squeezed me organic Oranges for Breakfast.
The organic Farmer Gomez brought me a pile of the biggest and reddest Lychees.
I feel at home at work.
I love working.
I am going to mix some fresh made raw Tahini herb dressing with raw Kim Chee-Daikon.
Just a little, I really dig fruit.
JUNE 25
I have dial up now so I have to wait forever to upload pictures on the "resize for web " mode
This is the strange fruit I got smuggled in from Ecuador. I ate the middle wirh the seeds . It was very sweet. Mbh brought it from there. We can't find out what it is.
This pic took 15 minutes to upload on web setting.
And today I made
This picture is so tiny , I had to resize it on my camera so it would upload faster than the one above.
It is raw guru's recipe. It is two layer Key Lime Pie. I added sweetener to the green part.
Recipe: http://www.rawguru.com/recipe34.html
I am making Cacao Brownies for work Monday.
My Beautiful Horse wants to pick me up to go to UM to work out, sit in a hot tub or/and go to South Beach..he might want to stop at Glaser Farms to get a Raw Seaweed Salad he likes.
I look really cute and adorable.
Earrings from Urban Outfiiters, a necklace from my baby sister's girlfriend and new clothes.
I already opened young yellow florida coconuts for a Quart of Cocowater, juiced him 5 oranges and I have our E3 shots ready.
I am listening to Interpol "antics". My god, I love this cd! I cannot stop listening to it. These are my men! My fave is "slow Hands" If anyone knows where they are please tell me!
Everything is new.. I don't want to wear clothes that bad things happened in.
Eating fruit makes me very sensitive to those things. I need love and purity and hope in my clothes. I need their help.
I need a new wardrobe! hahah that's my excuse! haha
Urban Outfitters please go on sale! I will go Tuesday when they will have one maybe. I want shoes and I want cute dresses.
Miami designer consignment shop clothes I like but I can feel energies on the clothes, like I feel a little older when I wear them.. like that but at least it's more of a cosmopolitan feel.
I love myself. I am happy. I am beauty. I am good
June 26th
Tv on the Radio "SATELLITE"
I got picked up yesterday at the University Train Station. We were driving around. It was really sunny.
I gave him an E3 shot and some squeezed OJ.
We went to Glaser Farms. I bought Cherries and MBH some Seaweed Salad.
I met this raw food girl who works at The Fruit and Spice Park..it's like paradise. Every spice and tropical fruit from around the world in a huge park with lakes and woods...every fruit tree you can imagine! I never tried more unheard of fruits when I went there.
You are not supposed to just eat everything but when I went with MBH we went on a tour and the tour guide offered us everything.
We did steal some Miracle fruit...indeed a miracle..it made anything sour taste sweet for a half an hour~!
Every fruit I ate I took home the fruit and planted..but alas..my mom threw out the trees when she moved.
We sat there and talked. Mbh was getting stared at by every middle aged woman, he was freaked out. He said it feels like he is at a singles bar.
Girls love me all the time.
I would love it but I can't give any love back. It's like seeing a stray dog in the street following you...sad...but you have move on..
We drove around and he drove me to St. Jude's Catholic church and wanted me to do my ten minutes medtation. It turns out there was a wedding.
It was an Indian/Pakistani Catholic wedding. We sat on the lawn in the shade of the hot sun and took pictures of the bride and her dad walking up into church.
Every body was dressed very nice. Like in Sari's..indian silk colors with gold.
The bride was traditional white. I think the groom was wearing a white silk suit. The bridesmaids all silk purple sari dresses.
I took this. It was so nice to be there. The excitement was contagious. We were waiting forever to see the beautiful bride come out of the limo. She was beautiful. Her happiest day.
We then drove around Miami to the edge of the water, parked under bridges we watched boats go by, in front of cruise ships. I put my feet in the water. I connected. I said, "hi water of the world"
We saw some airplanes.
MBH is getting his Pilot license which should be fun someday to see Miami from the sky. Hopefully this year. I will worry so! I think his dad is getting a plane.
Mine took pilot course and wanted a plane to, but my dad is cheap, would be too expensive to park it.
We saw a helicopter take off, Boats go under a lifting Bridge, the sky and clouds and the biggest cruise ship in the world.
He knows my feelings, know what I am thinking..I cannot fight it. Everything in my mind I am sharing.
I love so much. So much love.
perfect..
It was, yesterday, the PERFECT DAY.
We were walking on the beach with white sands..paradise..everything was balanced, focused, in line, the energy was fixed, complete...we were walking on the eternity plane. Love was secure, health, joy...it will be day I forever look back upon
I needed nothing on South Beach yesterday. I closed my eyes and outstretched my arms and felt the wind..all over..and the warm sun, and the salty water in my hair.
I attract what I am. or becoming?
My heart will lead me to what is the best possible outcome in all this.
I am my saviorette
in this. I will bring myself to all my dreams.
We ate on the beach after that.
Eating Macadamia nuts.
He chopped open coconuts with a machete and gave me straws and we drank like 6 of them.
We played in the sand.
I pulled off coconut meat, young FLORIDA coconuts, with my fingernails.
I swam while he watched,eating .
I watched him swim for like an hour while I did my ballet positions-yoga...I just stood there doing port du bras watching my shadow on the sand. I look up , I see ships, helicopters, boats and swimmers..I recognize him by his ornge shorts swimming. Just him and the sharks.
We were at peace far apart. At peace near each other. His conversations informative.
I told him ..well..I psychically meant when I told him, I am aware that he has a lust for power but...it is not want I want for him. I want him to be happy and have an abundant life. I don't want everybody else enjoying what he worked hard for. I want him to enjoy his life. it is too dark for my mind right now.. I want only good.
~to that he replies, " I am a very powerful man, you just don't know what I do alot of the times!"
proof~
..I feel his DRIVE, his charm, talent and charisma..it's like granite..
but the real MBH is felt thru silences. Mind Yoga.
I put my hand backwards out to block the sun from my eyes..and I see..that
He ACTUALLY is..:
Weary, usually ill physically, a back that feels like a rock, tired, blank..blank..only receptive to ..love and kindness ...like a baby.
I think he finds solace in my voice sometimes. A mushy blob that is the mess that love left.
He wants a wife to impress clients.
He wants the best possible woman on the planet to be his mother's kids.
Morals, intelligence, upbringing, chastity...a devil in the bedroom a saint outside.
He wants a working wife until birth of a child. Coutship with him will take years and if he does marry it will be the woman who will appreciate the kind of life they will have. Kids will be a necessity.
She will have to have alot of children to make her happy and be her company
because he will work so hard .
She can never be angry at anything. Ever. She has to be beauty herself.
I am beauty.
I knock everyone's socks off I meet.
It feels like the Classic, "the Age of Innocence" book.
I have the same grand expectations in my life partner...
His mission is to change me from within, testing me and putting me thru what he calls, " growing pains". I move with it. I do and I excel.
When he dropped me off I gave him my raw key lime pie and some squeezed OJ. He liked it. I also gave him as a gift a frozen bottle of E3. He is so lucky to have me looking over his health. Noone is better than me.
I cannot get into gmail or hotmail anymore..my dial up computer won't let me...it just goes to a screen.."cannot find server"..new aol email I need to get. I already changed and forgot my new password.
I am going to make cacao brownies today. I am happy.
I had three pieces of my raw key lime pie in two days. I don't feel good because it is too heavy. I am in the raw food stage where I can eat only one or two things in a meal, like fruit..to feel good. I do not like feeling full or stuffed. It slows me down. Makes me feel bad. I am getting lighter..I was surpised to be full off a few lychees at lunch this week.
I gave him a huge E3 dose. It started raining. It always rains.
We then went to Big Lots where I took away his packet of Pixie Sticks from his cart.
We saw Batman BEGINS. On a whim. It was so good.
june 24
Last Night
Banana and Orange Juice and Florida mango ( that dropped from trees in front of me at work) Smoothies. So good. That ripe mango creaminess.
I fell brain-asleep in Mass. It was in Spanish anyways. Tired all day.
I rode my bike home from there in a hot Miami thunderstorm. My clothes like cold heavy mops.
I stopped on the way home, at a Lychee tree in a front yard and squeezed some juicey eyeballs in my mouth!
I passed a bunch of ripe Breadfruit looking fruit trees, too. I do not know how to eat them.
(My mom told me she was walking around town yesterday and three mangoes fell on the ground in front of her that she brought home)
I was tired, sat in a hot bath sleeping. Dried off. put on a bathrobe.
Sat on the floor in my bedroom. Turned on the computer. It is dial up ao I am waiting.
The bedroom door hits me I look up.
My Beautiful Horse is there holding yellow coconuts, the water kind, smiling.
What a surprise!
They were bursting. They are the easiest to put an extra large screwdriver through because they have no meat. When you puncture a hole it shoots in your face..delicious sweet coconut water.
His dad told him, " the coconuts are bursting, if you don't get them I will give them to someone else", So he climbed the trees and got me about 10 I think.
So I helped him get them from the car.
He then wanted to watch Hannity and Colmes in my living room about the Van Der Sloot Judge and his son and the missing girl in Aruba.
He discussed this with my mom and then she disappeared to call long distance. So we sat like comfy tired slugs and watched tv. In my nightgown and bathrobe.
I juiced him organic Carrots for his eyes and then made him a smoothie and chopped fruit
He got up and said goodbye and left and I fell asleep in my room.
Hard to wake up this morning. I am used to sleeping at 8:30-9 pm. He didn't leave until maybe 11.
He'll give up meat if I give up the internet he mused. I said ok and he was like umm,,well, not at this point in time..
I feel the nicest.
Thai coconut water Quart this morning
Apple Bananas my coworker brought me.
On my computer monitor, taped, it says, "I AM THE RADIANT LIFE OF GOD"
I HAD SUN DRIED ALMONDS FROM THE HUNZA vALLEY
I am going to drink more Coconut Water and eat some Mangos or my leftover Daikon Radish raw Kim Chee with Tahini on the side.
Banana and Orange Juice and Florida mango ( that dropped from trees in front of me at work) Smoothies. So good. That ripe mango creaminess.
I fell brain-asleep in Mass. It was in Spanish anyways. Tired all day.
I rode my bike home from there in a hot Miami thunderstorm. My clothes like cold heavy mops.
I stopped on the way home, at a Lychee tree in a front yard and squeezed some juicey eyeballs in my mouth!
I passed a bunch of ripe Breadfruit looking fruit trees, too. I do not know how to eat them.
(My mom told me she was walking around town yesterday and three mangoes fell on the ground in front of her that she brought home)
I was tired, sat in a hot bath sleeping. Dried off. put on a bathrobe.
Sat on the floor in my bedroom. Turned on the computer. It is dial up ao I am waiting.
The bedroom door hits me I look up.
My Beautiful Horse is there holding yellow coconuts, the water kind, smiling.
What a surprise!
They were bursting. They are the easiest to put an extra large screwdriver through because they have no meat. When you puncture a hole it shoots in your face..delicious sweet coconut water.
His dad told him, " the coconuts are bursting, if you don't get them I will give them to someone else", So he climbed the trees and got me about 10 I think.
So I helped him get them from the car.
He then wanted to watch Hannity and Colmes in my living room about the Van Der Sloot Judge and his son and the missing girl in Aruba.
He discussed this with my mom and then she disappeared to call long distance. So we sat like comfy tired slugs and watched tv. In my nightgown and bathrobe.
I juiced him organic Carrots for his eyes and then made him a smoothie and chopped fruit
He got up and said goodbye and left and I fell asleep in my room.
Hard to wake up this morning. I am used to sleeping at 8:30-9 pm. He didn't leave until maybe 11.
He'll give up meat if I give up the internet he mused. I said ok and he was like umm,,well, not at this point in time..
I feel the nicest.
Thai coconut water Quart this morning
Apple Bananas my coworker brought me.
On my computer monitor, taped, it says, "I AM THE RADIANT LIFE OF GOD"
I HAD SUN DRIED ALMONDS FROM THE HUNZA vALLEY
I am going to drink more Coconut Water and eat some Mangos or my leftover Daikon Radish raw Kim Chee with Tahini on the side.
But Before we stopped to get Guarapo ( cane juice)
andWe bought Frozen Durian Packets at the Chinese Market but they had been previously thawed and re frozen and were bad.
I went to throw it out at the movie and when I came back employees were sniffing the theatre to find where the smell came from.
Drove home and watched , "I wanna be a Hilton" where everybody was play acting and pretending and feigning ignorance of it all ..
and forcing uncivilized people to eat snails to fit in. Does a worm taste like being rich?
I ate oranges and bananas all night.
I got a phone call from London and he is asking for me and then hanged up. On our new house phone I don't even know the number to yet.
Theme of my DAY: FRANZ FERDINAND.."in the dark of the matinee"
I am listening to Classical music , cutting and pasting this from my wordpad in corner.
I washed my hair this morning and it is just dry now and very soft.
I am wearing a white shirt, ties in the middle, frilly around straps.
A stray puppy is at the door, looking for a pal to pack around with..not me, I have to work!
Chickens and rabbits everywhere outside in the tall grasses.
Baby goats going baaaaaaa.
I just ate 1 lb of Lychees
I have on these pretty dangly earrings.
Should I get more E3 today? Should I do Spirulina?
Should I just enjoy my day as if it were a long piece of Baroque Classical?
An oil painting Masterpiece to stare at?
or Me as an ancient greek statue..nude for the world wrapped in a sheet.
Or can I be a flower with a light purple head with bows?
A long blade of grass on a windy day in Denmark?
a dirty child in the rain catching a frog in england?
a bug in the amazon listening to the music of other bugs?
a rock at the bottom of a pristine waterfall?
Could I be the water hugged in the pocket of a leaf in the woods of Canada today?
Can I give myself all the love of others?
Can I say how beautiful and yellow it is today?
The water flows over my head and body. I am under water at a waterfall in the jungle of Costa Rica and a big blue butterfly flies by.
My eyes are closed. Loved. Blessed.
//////////////
Sal, the organic Mamey Farmer brought me a Mamey.
This worker here, who holds his glasses together with shoelaces, squeezed me organic Oranges for Breakfast.
The organic Farmer Gomez brought me a pile of the biggest and reddest Lychees.
I feel at home at work.
I love working.
I am going to mix some fresh made raw Tahini herb dressing with raw Kim Chee-Daikon.
Just a little, I really dig fruit.
JUNE 25
I have dial up now so I have to wait forever to upload pictures on the "resize for web " mode
This is the strange fruit I got smuggled in from Ecuador. I ate the middle wirh the seeds . It was very sweet. Mbh brought it from there. We can't find out what it is.
This pic took 15 minutes to upload on web setting.
And today I made
This picture is so tiny , I had to resize it on my camera so it would upload faster than the one above.
It is raw guru's recipe. It is two layer Key Lime Pie. I added sweetener to the green part.
Recipe: http://www.rawguru.com/recipe34.htm
I am making Cacao Brownies for work Monday.
My Beautiful Horse wants to pick me up to go to UM to work out, sit in a hot tub or/and go to South Beach..he might want to stop at Glaser Farms to get a Raw Seaweed Salad he likes.
I look really cute and adorable.
Earrings from Urban Outfiiters, a necklace from my baby sister's girlfriend and new clothes.
I already opened young yellow florida coconuts for a Quart of Cocowater, juiced him 5 oranges and I have our E3 shots ready.
I am listening to Interpol "antics". My god, I love this cd! I cannot stop listening to it. These are my men! My fave is "slow Hands" If anyone knows where they are please tell me!
Everything is new.. I don't want to wear clothes that bad things happened in.
Eating fruit makes me very sensitive to those things. I need love and purity and hope in my clothes. I need their help.
I need a new wardrobe! hahah that's my excuse! haha
Urban Outfitters please go on sale! I will go Tuesday when they will have one maybe. I want shoes and I want cute dresses.
Miami designer consignment shop clothes I like but I can feel energies on the clothes, like I feel a little older when I wear them.. like that but at least it's more of a cosmopolitan feel.
I love myself. I am happy. I am beauty. I am good
June 26th
Tv on the Radio "SATELLITE"
I got picked up yesterday at the University Train Station. We were driving around. It was really sunny.
I gave him an E3 shot and some squeezed OJ.
We went to Glaser Farms. I bought Cherries and MBH some Seaweed Salad.
I met this raw food girl who works at The Fruit and Spice Park..it's like paradise. Every spice and tropical fruit from around the world in a huge park with lakes and woods...every fruit tree you can imagine! I never tried more unheard of fruits when I went there.
You are not supposed to just eat everything but when I went with MBH we went on a tour and the tour guide offered us everything.
We did steal some Miracle fruit...indeed a miracle..it made anything sour taste sweet for a half an hour~!
Every fruit I ate I took home the fruit and planted..but alas..my mom threw out the trees when she moved.
We sat there and talked. Mbh was getting stared at by every middle aged woman, he was freaked out. He said it feels like he is at a singles bar.
Girls love me all the time.
I would love it but I can't give any love back. It's like seeing a stray dog in the street following you...sad...but you have move on..
We drove around and he drove me to St. Jude's Catholic church and wanted me to do my ten minutes medtation. It turns out there was a wedding.
It was an Indian/Pakistani Catholic wedding. We sat on the lawn in the shade of the hot sun and took pictures of the bride and her dad walking up into church.
Every body was dressed very nice. Like in Sari's..indian silk colors with gold.
The bride was traditional white. I think the groom was wearing a white silk suit. The bridesmaids all silk purple sari dresses.
I took this. It was so nice to be there. The excitement was contagious. We were waiting forever to see the beautiful bride come out of the limo. She was beautiful. Her happiest day.
We then drove around Miami to the edge of the water, parked under bridges we watched boats go by, in front of cruise ships. I put my feet in the water. I connected. I said, "hi water of the world"
We saw some airplanes.
MBH is getting his Pilot license which should be fun someday to see Miami from the sky. Hopefully this year. I will worry so! I think his dad is getting a plane.
Mine took pilot course and wanted a plane to, but my dad is cheap, would be too expensive to park it.
We saw a helicopter take off, Boats go under a lifting Bridge, the sky and clouds and the biggest cruise ship in the world.
He knows my feelings, know what I am thinking..I cannot fight it. Everything in my mind I am sharing.
I love so much. So much love.
perfect..
It was, yesterday, the PERFECT DAY.
We were walking on the beach with white sands..paradise..everything was balanced, focused, in line, the energy was fixed, complete...we were walking on the eternity plane. Love was secure, health, joy...it will be day I forever look back upon
I needed nothing on South Beach yesterday. I closed my eyes and outstretched my arms and felt the wind..all over..and the warm sun, and the salty water in my hair.
I attract what I am. or becoming?
My heart will lead me to what is the best possible outcome in all this.
I am my saviorette
in this. I will bring myself to all my dreams.
We ate on the beach after that.
Eating Macadamia nuts.
He chopped open coconuts with a machete and gave me straws and we drank like 6 of them.
We played in the sand.
I pulled off coconut meat, young FLORIDA coconuts, with my fingernails.
I swam while he watched,eating .
I watched him swim for like an hour while I did my ballet positions-yoga...I just stood there doing port du bras watching my shadow on the sand. I look up , I see ships, helicopters, boats and swimmers..I recognize him by his ornge shorts swimming. Just him and the sharks.
We were at peace far apart. At peace near each other. His conversations informative.
I told him ..well..I psychically meant when I told him, I am aware that he has a lust for power but...it is not want I want for him. I want him to be happy and have an abundant life. I don't want everybody else enjoying what he worked hard for. I want him to enjoy his life. it is too dark for my mind right now.. I want only good.
~to that he replies, " I am a very powerful man, you just don't know what I do alot of the times!"
proof~
..I feel his DRIVE, his charm, talent and charisma..it's like granite..
but the real MBH is felt thru silences. Mind Yoga.
I put my hand backwards out to block the sun from my eyes..and I see..that
He ACTUALLY is..:
Weary, usually ill physically, a back that feels like a rock, tired, blank..blank..only receptive to ..love and kindness ...like a baby.
I think he finds solace in my voice sometimes. A mushy blob that is the mess that love left.
He wants a wife to impress clients.
He wants the best possible woman on the planet to be his mother's kids.
Morals, intelligence, upbringing, chastity...a devil in the bedroom a saint outside.
He wants a working wife until birth of a child. Coutship with him will take years and if he does marry it will be the woman who will appreciate the kind of life they will have. Kids will be a necessity.
She will have to have alot of children to make her happy and be her company
because he will work so hard .
She can never be angry at anything. Ever. She has to be beauty herself.
I am beauty.
I knock everyone's socks off I meet.
It feels like the Classic, "the Age of Innocence" book.
I have the same grand expectations in my life partner...
His mission is to change me from within, testing me and putting me thru what he calls, " growing pains". I move with it. I do and I excel.
When he dropped me off I gave him my raw key lime pie and some squeezed OJ. He liked it. I also gave him as a gift a frozen bottle of E3. He is so lucky to have me looking over his health. Noone is better than me.
I cannot get into gmail or hotmail anymore..my dial up computer won't let me...it just goes to a screen.."cannot find server"..new aol email I need to get. I already changed and forgot my new password.
I am going to make cacao brownies today. I am happy.
I had three pieces of my raw key lime pie in two days. I don't feel good because it is too heavy. I am in the raw food stage where I can eat only one or two things in a meal, like fruit..to feel good. I do not like feeling full or stuffed. It slows me down. Makes me feel bad. I am getting lighter..I was surpised to be full off a few lychees at lunch this week.
My raw cacao brownies. This was taken before I put in fridge to set. I am going to bring it into work tommorow for my coworkers who are bringing stuff too.
The recipe is here http://www.rawguru.com/recipe40.html
Here is a 4 ingredient pate I made with lemon juice, garlic, sunflower seeds germinated and basil.
I made this 4 weeks ago
and here is a 18 dollar piece of Raw Strawberry Shortcake my mom bought at Glaser Farms two weeks ago. The gluttony
4-5 weeks ago "My Beautiful Horse" (mbh) took me to the woods. I am sending a message to the past now.."You had such a great great day"
For snacks I blended ripe pineapple and poured it on Teflex sheets, dehydrated and then
made fruit roll ups. They dried crispy. They were very sweet.
Silently we walked 1-2 miles and we found some bee hives.
I was too afraid to eat the honey.
It was hot, burning..and I found some water in the mangroves .
I sat in it and looked at all the fish eating and the little creatures like crabs.
Here I am cooling off.
I challenged him to swim across with me , you can see the other side, and he took me on it but halfway thru to the other side I chickened out.,there were so many fish, it was living water and I am not used to it..I never swam in water that alive.. the plants..some of them were actually animals!
Well, then we walked into the mangroves ( plants on waters) on a man made trail..it was like florida swamp almost..we found a fort.
I climbed trees and napped in tree houses built by kids who partied there maybe years ago. MBH Took many beautiful pictures of me.
June 27
E3 live and a quart of florida coconutwater for breakfast. I also squeezed 4 oranges when I got out of bed.
I brought my cacao brownies into work. It's a shame, I can't eat them because they are too heavy. Oh well.
I feel nice and pretty. I hope the day is really soft and loving. I want to give myself all the love in the world because I am such a nice girl.
Tracy is tired. Her dog ate a box staple. He walks with one hind foot too. His name is Mango and he is old.
Stan works very hard. It must be nice to always have work to do that is positive and fulfills a need.
I am sitting here drinking Mint Lemonade.
Mangos are going THUMP THUMPTHUMP on our roof.
I look out the window and I see tropical leaves dripping with water.
I walk thru the kitchen and the mexican oompaloompas are making pates and cutting up mountains
of mangoes for mango salsas and others spreading Essene Breads of corn, carrot, onion, olive, rye,
sun dried tomato, wheat and the garden Vegetables..as well as Flax..on oven paper to go into the
gigantic dehydrator room.
That is just for today..
There are buckets of compost to feed the pigs with.
I usually take a path down the Aloe and Pineapple patch
to take my break and I sit under these huge leaves. Mangoes and Avocados falling
My coworker is giving me a FAIRIE ORACLE CARD tarot reading today at work real fast! The cards are so pretty. i held the deck and FELT energy in them..kind.. I also put mine in for my reading. Good energy. They are sitting in front of me so I am sending good stuff. She is gonna do three month per three month per three month reading.
I told her this was going to be the year of my life.
This is going to be the year of me and also life changing for MBH
( but really it's ALL about me, how I have to think!).
We will never forget this year. It will be the year to look back on.
It started really bad this year, I told her..but I know it will end well.
I feel it will be a turning point forever. The course of my life changed..I crashed and got by into another lane in the traffic of my life.
It's all good.. I am not pushing anything..it's going to be wondrous!..and gentle.
We took some mangoes off the floor, we Vitamixed them with water! LUNCH! Sprinkled with Bee Pollen!
I am doing ok. Work is easy and fun. I correct many of Stan's mistakes, especially spelling. Alot of Math mistakes I catch too.
I want to have a beautiful life where magic happens everyday. I want love to envelope everything and I want to eat the best foods that make me feel the best. I want to be a light!
I want goodness everywhere and laughter. and I want to love seriously with my entire body and heart and soul!
I wish we could hear interpol at work. I can play an indie station on Accu Radio..but when the shipping peeps come they like 80's
They just came in and brought Coconut mylk
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I went behind the Banana trees with all red flower like pods with the little bitty green fingers..and I found soft grass like greens to lie on between the organic purple Basil that tasted so sweet and the organic Dandelions and I lay and the sun came out behind a cloud and just gave me a tan.
The Coconut Mylk is so good. The pinch of salt really brings out the taste.
Every body loved my cacao brownies, "splendid", "The best Office party" "it doesn't get any better" "delish!"
And we are listening to the Jimmy Hendrix!
MY FAIRY TAROT READING RESULTS ARE IN:
My past: "Raising of standards"..make a list of heart's true desires (I have)...reviewed with faith and gratitude..(my diary)..emotions that convery my dreams into realities..made spiritual commitment..(I did) to accept "good" in my life..( I have)..I deserve life's richest rewdards.
My Present
(upside down..a blockage I need to overcome) "Inner Power" Knowing all the power in the universe is within me..( MBH tells me this all the time) impossible for me as a spiritual being to misuse it..i am a lightworker..I need to have high self esteem..honor yourself, work on aspirations, pray !, meditate!..raise self esteem and I will be more comfy..I am asked to release all my fears!
My future ( what's coming in..living in to..)
(upside down~! a blockage..)"Environmental Awareness" I need to spend more time taking care of the Earth. The health of the Earth is something I need to concern myself with! I need to recycle, pick up trash, go veggie ( I am trying-huh?)..and educate about the fragility of nature!
The recipe is here http://www.rawguru.com/recipe40.htm
Here is a 4 ingredient pate I made with lemon juice, garlic, sunflower seeds germinated and basil.
I made this 4 weeks ago
and here is a 18 dollar piece of Raw Strawberry Shortcake my mom bought at Glaser Farms two weeks ago. The gluttony
4-5 weeks ago "My Beautiful Horse" (mbh) took me to the woods. I am sending a message to the past now.."You had such a great great day"
For snacks I blended ripe pineapple and poured it on Teflex sheets, dehydrated and then
made fruit roll ups. They dried crispy. They were very sweet.
Silently we walked 1-2 miles and we found some bee hives.
I was too afraid to eat the honey.It was hot, burning..and I found some water in the mangroves .
I sat in it and looked at all the fish eating and the little creatures like crabs.
Here I am cooling off.
I challenged him to swim across with me , you can see the other side, and he took me on it but halfway thru to the other side I chickened out.,there were so many fish, it was living water and I am not used to it..I never swam in water that alive.. the plants..some of them were actually animals!
Well, then we walked into the mangroves ( plants on waters) on a man made trail..it was like florida swamp almost..we found a fort.
I climbed trees and napped in tree houses built by kids who partied there maybe years ago. MBH Took many beautiful pictures of me.
June 27
E3 live and a quart of florida coconutwater for breakfast. I also squeezed 4 oranges when I got out of bed.
I brought my cacao brownies into work. It's a shame, I can't eat them because they are too heavy. Oh well.
I feel nice and pretty. I hope the day is really soft and loving. I want to give myself all the love in the world because I am such a nice girl.
Tracy is tired. Her dog ate a box staple. He walks with one hind foot too. His name is Mango and he is old.
Stan works very hard. It must be nice to always have work to do that is positive and fulfills a need.
I am sitting here drinking Mint Lemonade.
Mangos are going THUMP THUMPTHUMP on our roof.
I look out the window and I see tropical leaves dripping with water.
I walk thru the kitchen and the mexican oompaloompas are making pates and cutting up mountains
of mangoes for mango salsas and others spreading Essene Breads of corn, carrot, onion, olive, rye,
sun dried tomato, wheat and the garden Vegetables..as well as Flax..on oven paper to go into the
gigantic dehydrator room.
That is just for today..
There are buckets of compost to feed the pigs with.
I usually take a path down the Aloe and Pineapple patch
to take my break and I sit under these huge leaves. Mangoes and Avocados falling
My coworker is giving me a FAIRIE ORACLE CARD tarot reading today at work real fast! The cards are so pretty. i held the deck and FELT energy in them..kind.. I also put mine in for my reading. Good energy. They are sitting in front of me so I am sending good stuff. She is gonna do three month per three month per three month reading.
I told her this was going to be the year of my life.
This is going to be the year of me and also life changing for MBH
( but really it's ALL about me, how I have to think!).
We will never forget this year. It will be the year to look back on.
It started really bad this year, I told her..but I know it will end well.
I feel it will be a turning point forever. The course of my life changed..I crashed and got by into another lane in the traffic of my life.
It's all good.. I am not pushing anything..it's going to be wondrous!..and gentle.
We took some mangoes off the floor, we Vitamixed them with water! LUNCH! Sprinkled with Bee Pollen!
I am doing ok. Work is easy and fun. I correct many of Stan's mistakes, especially spelling. Alot of Math mistakes I catch too.
I want to have a beautiful life where magic happens everyday. I want love to envelope everything and I want to eat the best foods that make me feel the best. I want to be a light!
I want goodness everywhere and laughter. and I want to love seriously with my entire body and heart and soul!
I wish we could hear interpol at work. I can play an indie station on Accu Radio..but when the shipping peeps come they like 80's
They just came in and brought Coconut mylk
//////////////////////
I went behind the Banana trees with all red flower like pods with the little bitty green fingers..and I found soft grass like greens to lie on between the organic purple Basil that tasted so sweet and the organic Dandelions and I lay and the sun came out behind a cloud and just gave me a tan.
The Coconut Mylk is so good. The pinch of salt really brings out the taste.
Every body loved my cacao brownies, "splendid", "The best Office party" "it doesn't get any better" "delish!"
And we are listening to the Jimmy Hendrix!
MY FAIRY TAROT READING RESULTS ARE IN:
My past: "Raising of standards"..make a list of heart's true desires (I have)...reviewed with faith and gratitude..(my diary)..emotions that convery my dreams into realities..made spiritual commitment..(I did) to accept "good" in my life..( I have)..I deserve life's richest rewdards.
My Present
(upside down..a blockage I need to overcome) "Inner Power" Knowing all the power in the universe is within me..( MBH tells me this all the time) impossible for me as a spiritual being to misuse it..i am a lightworker..I need to have high self esteem..honor yourself, work on aspirations, pray !, meditate!..raise self esteem and I will be more comfy..I am asked to release all my fears!
My future ( what's coming in..living in to..)
(upside down~! a blockage..)"Environmental Awareness" I need to spend more time taking care of the Earth. The health of the Earth is something I need to concern myself with! I need to recycle, pick up trash, go veggie ( I am trying-huh?)..and educate about the fragility of nature!
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