Yesterday and today
Grapefruit and Fennel juiced


Organic Strawberries


Seaweed salad ( Hijiki and Wakame soaked and drained mixed with greens and avocado)


Globe grapes juiced with Celery diluted with water 1 qt


Organic Emerald cove black nori sheets cut into squares and dipped into Tahini garlic lemon dressing..mmm my secret delight..hidden in my desk at work.


Now I know when I am full, when behind my sternum ( my real stomach) feels full, not when my gut ( my belly) feels full. It's amazing.

This chef at The Tree of Life,AZ, Justin was bonkers about seaweed, I always thought he was weird. I rememeber he gave an enitre class on it and told us everything and we got to taste everything like fucus, irish moss and big giant seaweeds too.

Now I am addicted, and I have to have it everyday, it's like that craving, for that flowery taste and that little salt too. MMM it's so easy to make wakame too, it's black and you soak it and it grows into these green leaves and it tastes good.

I bought Kombu and it was just too hard. I kept them in my desk and I discovered you can cut them up tiny with scissors and throw into salads and they add that little crunch! I was addicted until the two bags ran out.

Organic Nori sheets taste totally different than regular Nori. It's like wimpy vs.a flower. I love to dip them in dressings and cut up and throw in salads.

I tried Hijiki the other day, I soaked the little black threads and they grew into little tiny black teardrops. They were so-so, it hasn't grown on me that yet.


Rabbits love you
I see clearer who I am
I am love
love to give
love to share
I heal you, I give you so much you are healed
everything is healed
the earth is back to normal,
it is all a begining

There is so much more to see and to feel
I love you so much
I am crying
I write to you my thoughts that I cannot feel

There are only good thoughts left
and I am wasting away
I am dying
I like it
I will never again be me
who is that?
I don't want it!!

I show you
on a purple platter
what love looks like
it is a big bloody heart
still pumping and dismembered from your body
it is beauty

Your love is precious
it is alive
it is the healing miracle
to touch it one feels human again

I feel you
I lie in bed
on my sheets
and I feel your body just under the sheets
like a mirror
my hands on yours


I am loving you
I am needing you
I am seeing you
I am feeling you
I am loving

loving
loving
you to death

I am seeking
and I find,
I find you here in my heart
glowing
and loving me
your beauty makes me dizzy

You come to me
You follow me
you lead me
you inspire
and you bring
all that is good to me
like a full plate

and I starve for you
i starve for you

Kiss me
Kiss me now
I love you
Kiss me hard
I need all your love

I am drinking Pine nut mylk with fine powdered Cacao and Manuka organic honey from New Zealand
it is better than you
it is like love
I am taking my vitamix to Paris
and my nut mylk bag
betsy johnson dresses
and high heels,
blonde highlighted hair
and tan

I dont know what i am going to do
except be with you

Oh please!
I love to be with you
and only you
I love to be with you
I only want to be with you
..Only I want to be
with you

I love you so much


I hear you
I need you
I do

EVERYTHING IS OK WITH YOU
///


I signed petition today, to Prime Minister of Canada, to save seals from being slaughtered for fur , next week, in Canada

I can't wait until my first protest. I want it to be in England .

When I was in New York I saw Horse Drawn Carriages and thought of the letter to editor, I wrote while in Miami, protesting the death of one horse by car accident. It was touching actually seeing them. My god it was freezing and they are like dressed like in S&M outfits with blinders and funky outfits being whipped into running thru streets pulling carriages.

Such beautiful souls.

I want to be involved and personally responsible for animals seeing they have no voice.

Someone I love used to ride horses and jump over these bars in compettions...also my sister was in riding club throughout elementary school. I dont think that is bad.
I like horses.
I used to ride thru the woods of Pennsylvania and New york for like 20 bucks an hour. Its very nice.

I almost took Polo at polo club , by Ft Lauderdale/Deerfield Beach for only 300 bucks for a semester.

Recent raw food restaurant photos

(I have not made or eaten raw food in so long I am fasting and really have noone to make food for but when I move my new roomate , very into looking good and cosmetic surgery etc.., says she will pay me to make her raw dishes, so she can stay super skinny I am sure, so i cannot wait!)


pine nut nori roll


yellow gazpacho



superfood sald

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FEB 24

angels
I have fuschia Golditas on my desk

I wandered far away onto strange property and found a spot and lay my Harvard University grey security blanket down in the brush, in the woods...atop of all this stuff in the middle of nothing

I feel you in the green earth
I feel you in the tropical leaves
and in the sun shining on my back
as I sleep

I am on a blanket
and I just sleep until my head hurts a little from the strain of keeping awake.

I hear you under my blanket in the little bug colonies

I feel like I am in the wild
Large branches of fallen trees
over grasses and purple flowers and little daisies

I feel the summer heat coming on, slowly

my god, I am tired and I need to sleep tonight so I can awaken and feel your love come on strong.

I drank Aloe/ Orange juice, Papaya Strawberry Apple juice, Coconut water cut fresh open for me and also a jar of fine powdered Cacao/manuka honey and warm water shaken up.

I live you like I love life. I am a good girl. I am good. I am like an angel today and I want to be loved like one.

FEB 28

love nice
I love you

you are the best

always uplifting

smiling

blonde

white

happy

good

and such a gem

you are here in front of my heart

You make me happy like no other

and I feel safe in your arms, in your aura

I am drinking cacao drink and honey and a thai coconut water quart.

I am so happy and glad to see you smile!
//

I love you
and no matter what happens
I am happy
I am content
I am safe
..when I see that look in your eyes

You are so heavenly I could just die
You are like summer breeze in iceland

March 1




First night in Paris
I am in the Latin QUARETR RUE DES ECOLES USING INTERNET CAFE
I had the most amazing plane ride
this keyboard here is totally not like ours

pardon the errors


I TRUST IN YOU
i TRUST IN ME
I will have an experience unlike anything I have ever had
and it is going to be amazing
i need to get out of who i am and what i know
i want to go after ideals
i want to go after a juice bar here

I love these french guys
Alo PARDON
oui oui voila
it sounds like they are talking sexy

it is warm in here*
i knew you would be here for me*
i knew that i could rach you here*
i knew once i left america i would find peace
and it is real peace

honey
baby
i want love and I want your tender touch
I need it I need you
I have you
I will

oh there is no mc donalds here nothing at all no starbucks::it is all just strange old looking shops
I can*t wait to see what will happen:

I need sustenance juice bar help

come to me
I dont care if itsnot green or non organic:

So handsome love*love is the best thing ever*
love is what I need
I do




me in cafe in paris



me at raw food restaurant in paris called pousse pousse



I ate all this

sprouts


yeehaw