The crocodile hunter is dead

Some of my meals THIS WEEK all with lime juice and passion fruit mixed in..






I am addicted to my ipod nano. I am, I cannot go anywhere without it. I ride my bike and just GOOOOO everywhere.

My fave songs are

Britta Phillips and dean Wareham's Knives from bavaria"
Serge gainsbourg's Lola rastaquoere
Ladytron " playgirl" and "Destroy everything" or " blue jeans"
Saint Etienne's "Nothing can stop us" or "Finisterre"
Morcheeba's "trigger hippie"
Death in june are a band close to my heart from childhood but I don't expect anyone to like them , dark apocalyptic folk music.. but I have a relationship with it.
Charlatans Uk " The only one I know"
The MEAN GIRLS sountrack
LOST IN TRANSLATION soundtrack


I love "Seasons' in the sun" whether mama's and papa's , Nirvana or Blink 182 covers it

thievery Corporation's "shadows of ourselves" and "lebanese blonde"

I took Mbh out to Dinner. We went to Christy's.

http://www.christysrestaurant.com/

this steakhouse. I know, 'what am Idoing in a steakhouse" Idon't know.





Mbh looked beautiful. His dad eats lunch there. We saw a guy there who was a processor. i had no idea what that meant, it's some legal job. One of MBH's 30 year old friends is a waiter there. he Made me a salad. Sometimes I eat greens, it is fine. MBH ordered a Porterhouse steak and i paid for it. see how nice I am.

Last night he went to boston market and ordered a ton of food, i had to step out of the place, the smell, well, it triggered memories of taseful stimulating food...but when it comes down to it, i could never eat it, but it made my mouth water, i had to leave.

last night I put dulse in my avocado and tomato salad and it made me sick.I had nightmares even, nightmares that I was killing people and couldn't remember. And as a fruitarian I never even dream. i was sick all night, nauseous with that tabbaco dulse tase and totally dehydrated. COULD NOT SLEEP. Sweating and hot. Got up to pee and drink water..with dulse in my mouth taste making me sick.

Warning to all you raw foodists, once fruitarian you can never go back to anything but greens with no dressing, or else you will be sick.

I was bed ridden for two days for eating kim chee last week. I felt rotten and had gas so bad my stomach hurt and I was crying.

but the flip side is i feel so unbelievable, so beautiful and perfect all the time and i love myself, for the first time ever, I love myself. I could sleep with myself i am so hot right now.

So it is just fruits for me, and occasional greens and non sweet fruits too.. and I am high, I mean, that first time you went raw you were high for like 6 months and it went away..well, fruitarian i am high all the time. pure focusedthoughts and I can feel energies, on my back and in my arms and especially from people. i see the state of health of a person and can see almost thru their skin how polluted they are...or beautiful. i have such an enormous, monstrous, sex drive. I am like a devil.

Anyways
i also went to the UM gym and mbh gave me weight training and we took core classes and also sport circuit training. What fun. What fun. he wants me to be poster girl for fruitarianism, hahaha he is so awesome, I can keep up with him in everything.

We are going to LONDOn new years! and he told me there is nothing that compares to the ritz in london, he says that song "Puttin on the Ritz" is about the Ritz in LONDON, the original and you need to dress up to be in the lobby and they have tea and its all belle epoque.

He says he will drive me to Oxford and show me his dorm and also take me to STONEHENGE!!!! can you believe.. ever since I read that book, TESS OF THE D"UBERVILLES I have wanted to go there.

I took some pictures of my neighbor hood





This is where Earthsave have a vegan potlcuk once a month and they even have a raw table.



the Biltmore hotel on my street, and this bus is taking people to the bigest Miami hurricanes game , where MBH is at this moment with all his buddies.



remember when I went to Church everyday way back wh\en, well, i came here saturdays and prayed so hard i was in tears.





Look at the trees !!!






nice huh?


HE TREEEESS

















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OMG I just saw the best movie last night!! it was so good, here is poster for it

 

some photos I never posted
When I was in Iceland I bought this ICELAND MOSS to sprinkle on my avocado just so i can say that i did. i thought it was like seaweed salty and stuff, it turns out it is lichen and fungi. yuk and lichen does not taste like anything so it was like sprinkling dirt on my yummy avocado. I was so bummed.



another iceland pic.i thought this was funny. I saw 6 of these vintage mitsubishis all over reykjavik. they are stylin for sure.



Mbh took this it is of a wild iguana, they are alot around some parts of miami that are close to nature,



also some hurricane damage from last year




Today I missed ballet class because it is rainy rainy rainy rainy rainy all day.

I am making smoothies.

I think cravings are just hunger ,we are so used to the stomach being so packed, we pack it in because of the taste of let's say cooked food..and then those hunger pangs want you to eat bad stuff,

But you can't pack it in as a fruitarian, fruit stops tasting good after you have had enough.. and your stomach is left unpacked, wanting something more, because of the years of useless packing, so i agree to overeat when I get that , stomach needs to be packed feeling.

I hope the stomach gets smaller I mean I can only overeat non fruit stuff when there is like salt and miso or like the other day, dulse, but the salt squeezes the life out of me and I feel the dehydration.

Today I am bumming around in bed, why, rainy rainy rainy rainy.

So I HOPE MY NEW HD TV COMES, 32 inch,

MBh got it for me actually. he recommended it, I told him I wanted it and he ordered it..

hmm what movies to watch, I say an action one with a hot girl in it.

I am lying here with half of my pajamas on, the top
half


sep 6

I watched Syriana
Last night I mashed up four avocados with lime juice and tomatoes,a teeny bit of onions. I ate alot of it. I also had smoothies this morning with avocados, bananas, apples with a little ginger.

Sep 8th

Ballet CLASS
This morning I had avocado with lemon juice blended and I tried these new concord seedless grapes.

this week everybody was talking about this 13 year old prodigy ballet dancer girl who has been taking Tony's Catanzaro's class and how she is unbelievable.

I missed her in class a few times because I overslept.



sep9

Night is alive
hello.

I am so full from Durian Smoothies, I mean. I made this one
and then I made one with Mamey and then one with Peach.



just mashed avoados and limes and some tomatoes, a few greens, not much.

On my way to ballet today I took a short cut and took some photos. There were some cute high school looking boys in a nice car which kept following me around, it was harmless and they woud smile and look cute and then try to talk to me.

I am on Miracle Mile now , it is dark and saturday night, I am sitting outside at some little table outside starbucks but I am not having anything. I love flavored coffee drinks but the last time I had one I was sick for two days flu like sneezes.

It is really nice out, everybody is out holding hands and in little teenage groups.

I went to Jamba juice for OJ but they closed.

I was watching Maria Sharpova tennis match before and before that the radio was on the Hurricanes football game.

I waited all day for my non toxic vegan makeup UPS to come but I found out after waiting all day they do not deliver on Saturdays.
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I still am a super beginner on my camera. i was messing around with the settings just taking photos all day, I need to take a nikon d70 course


I used to live in this house for 2-3 years, my bedroom was on the upper right.




coconuts













I jog the golf course










Venetian pool down my street








his Cosmo girl magazine, a teen version of the magazine Cosmoplitan, and they had a page for every "look" and I liked the Collegiate look, reminded me of this Naughty Russian school girl movie i saw so I ordered item everything on the page.

i went nuts.

i ordered

In EXTRA SMALL SIZES EACH

Rugby striped polo shirt

white button down shirt with tie!!

Yale hoodie

loafer pumps

pleated miniskirt

wool crest blazer

Hudson Academy prep tshirt

capr khaki pants

canvas messenger bag

also bidded on alexnade mcqueen SILK SKULL SCARVES, expensive but I wanna!!! dont anyone out bid me!!!







MBH at Christy's