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jan 17 2005-19
There am I on right, pretending I don’t speak Spanish for the Spanish news guy ..the girl next to me didn’t want to do it either but I egged her on to..she did so well..
Peta Protest Suvine, Miami Beach against KFC
Originally uploaded by Suvine. Tonight I walked around and could smell the flowers, I gave all my love to the air, the sky and the wind, it was very nice..I feel very good later on this evening..
I hung out and met a girl, from Europe, a blonde, young and fresh, but she smokes..who is leaving for Costa rica and Panama, by herself. I was like ( You crazy!?) but said nothing about her ease alone in foreign countries… I almost invited her to spend her two days in CG with me. But her backpack looked foreboding..she probably wants to stay on the beach.., but , I decided not to. Or fate decided for me. I was just lonely for conversation..
I had a large fruit salad, many avocado, banana, date smoothies..and I just chopped a bowl of cucumber spears with lemon juice , a dash himalayan salt & cayenne.. /
suvine park
Originally uploaded by Suvine.
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oooh look at these, yummy, from my Flickr contacts
I am so horny, I have to watch some porn:
Kiwi, Rapberry and Mango cubes 
Papaya and cayenne soup
Blood orange and banana
Butternut squash “pasta’ , (it’s a fruit)
Raw mango soup
Gazpacho with avocado
Mango chutney
Fruit flag
Raw zucchini “pasta” and raw tomato sauce
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To eat
11 am Fresh S Orange juice
1pm Tomato, Avocado and Lemon juice soup in 6 trips to the fridge
3pm 1 lb Cherries
6pm 3 Oranges
9pm 3 Oranges
10pm Cherries
I may make a smoothie with bananas, dates, cherries and ice/ water
I came home and lay in bed, sleep fell over me and it felt so good to succumb to it rather that worry about being up all night or wasting the day. I don’t.. It is healing, sleep is healing, I think. I mean, a chance to erase all thought and whereabouts? Why not?
SO I woke an hour later to hear The college station political debate going on, I slept thru that? Funny how people try to impress others with useless information. I could hear the pride in people’s voices bringing up important names, dates and facts..
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I heard music from Nouvelle Vague..awesome awesome band, my new fave
(The classic dancing scene , is from Jean-Luc Goddard’s Bande a Part. It so impressed Quentin Tarantino that he named his movie production company, “A Band Apart”, after the film and referenced it in Pulp Fiction.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekQZPozjCX8
They also sing in German.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K99iitbISs
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and I have the Aviator on DVD I may watch.
It’s like there is only good, everywhere and we are the only ones who pinch that energy off..I need to let go and let good feelings take over me..and only think of what I want and what makes me happy..
I know what I want..and it is all I see and feel..it heals me..
I want the love that is eternal and real and forever. I have to have it. I do already have it in my mind.
I have unpinched myself and what I want comes into view, and the euphoria I feel when I see myself getting it.
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I went to this mall, by my place, one of the nicest malls in South Florida. It’s called Merrick Park. I looked at all the colors inside Neiman Marcus. I saw pretty gowns..greens and whites. On the escalators you ride up and down and look up at the sky and there are millions of silver butterflies falling down on strings..
Much cool art..There was one in the bathroom of a Rose drawing, framed by satin border ,with the Fleur de Lis print on it ; and written under the Rose was something in French, and it all was in a gold ornate frame.
Outside there are cool statues, like one of a high class woman wearing a hat, skirt, and high heels , that’s next to benches where girls are sitting reading books .There are the clinks of outdoor dining happening nearby.
There is also a big head coming out of the fountain and its wearing a British round hat.
I went to Williams and Sonoma to get a Cherry Pitter..I also found a MANGO PITTER! Is that cool?
http://blogs.salon.com/0001444/images/2006/08/06/Mango%20Splitter.jpg
It was so nice to be out in warm sun. I did not shower yet, and had on no makeup, I still was comfortable and fit right in; some lady told me she liked my dress…and I got looks up and down from mostly other women..
I woke up to the college radio this morning. They play some shows on repeat so I know all the songs really well. At night I turn out the lights and listen to music and fall asleep and then wake to it. I think my pets like it too.
Tomorrow I have to pick up some things on Sobe. I might as well take my camera and photograph all the people out and about and then get a nice no lines tan , only if no tourists are around..
I have more fruit than I can eat. Nectarines, Apricots, Mangos, Bananas, Oranges, Avocados..and 20 lbs of fresh dates. I had FS Orange Juice this morning,so far, and a Mango Dates and Banana smoothie.
People talk to me and it no longer bugs me, strangers keep bumping into me where ever I am , and I wonder, why? Why is it that I see some people 5 -6-7 times bumping into them..and sometimes I bump into someone wearing the same clothes..I have to pay attention to all these coincidences and try to figure out why.
The fun thing is, , and this happens , is bumping into someone you saw in a foreign country, in another country.
Someone you noticed for a reason or another.. It happens…or a few times, being in one part of Paris, or London and noticing someone and then seeing them again on the other side of the city, and even later on, at night sitting in the same Metro car..is it me? Am I attracting this?
Anyways, it happened with me today..I could not lose this man in a clean tan suit, ..I saw him everywhere, he could not have been following me, it was just chance.. and when I was in the SuperMarket, every corner, I turned , he was there too..I would go down an aisle and he was coming the other way..and we wound up later being in the same line. Then, after I left, a man wearing the same suit walked by me. It didn’t bother me, I just felt there was a message, a sign..
Maybe not.
1 pm Orange Juice
3pm smoothie, 2 large glasses , a Mango, Banana and some Dates..
9pm diced two Apricots and Avocado, mixed in bowl
That’s all I ate today? Wow, I didn’t even notice..I feel full..I was pretty busy../
Funny photo of our peta protest someone sent me. I like it..
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Educational, you can learn something in this short video, but you have to promise to see the whole thing, I promise there is a happy ending.
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=skins062&Player=wm&speed=_med
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This is me, today, before my-all-over-body- tan, my god..I look so white.
Now I look in the mirror and I am RED, but no burn..my skin feels warm.
Look at me, I just have eyeshadow, eyebrow pencil and red lipstick on. Anything else under a hot sun, is no-no..
…and two different bikinis..lol..yes LOOK
I had this really nice 275 dollar bikini from Custo Barcelona but I left it in a bathroom somewhere , months ago..so I woke up, groggy and just picked whatever I had,
geez, did I look like this?
I have been so sad , I have not been out or done anything but lie in bed and listen to music and heal..
So there I am, then this guy is sunbathing, behind the Ritz Carlton. There, in front of me, looking at me and walking around, and , just looking at me, smiling..finally he comes over..
Look at him, showing off his muscles for me..such a show off, I like mind not looks, I mean, I prefer mind
Anyways, he was a totally inept at talking to me, blushing and smiling, a coxcomb…
We talked, I could sense his nervousness and I tried to be easy on him.. sitting next to me..on the beach , under the hot sun and cool wind..
I made up my mind I was going to feel good, erasing all sad thoughts.. but that comes with a price; people think you are an open door. Its like when I feel happy and pleasurable, the world is attracted to me… but really, also, I am a wall of sadness lately..so I attract and I repel at the same time..
We had good feelings between us. Good vibes..I was on this self absorbed euphoric train , always am at the beach..
He talked about Orlando and how he likes it there but South beach is fun, but there are too many hot chics..
He wanted to take me to a Comedy Club night at Jackie Gleason and I said maybe. I really didn’t want to but a part of me was like, ” Why not, it’s a public place”.
Then I got up to leave, I felt uncomfortable.. he said, ” You are not getting away from me, I am not letting you go so fast!” and he put my hand in his.. and we walked to the streets..it was weird, his hands were wet and clammy and he was very nervous..
I said maybe I would go out to eat later, just to get away.
It’s more than me being sacred, he is not my type..It’s much more than that which I seek, I seek protection, stability, security . I like my men handsome and older. I like to be taken care of well.
I could tell he and I would just end in sex and that may be nice for horny old ladies, but I have choices..I want something deep and real , lasting..and I am sticking to my dream.
He is a personal trainer at the Delano hotel and he wanted me to eat there. I said NO THANKS, nicely.
SO I walk on Lincoln road..myself again..I bought a really hot dress, bohemian style gown, low cut, tie at neck..on sale for 40 dollars and the next store over had the same one for 200.
Alot of people see my camera, think I am a professional, well, I am.. and ask if I will take their picture and then they give me their email..
Here is one guy.. I made his shirt green..
Another guy stopped me and invited me to a party at the Fountainbleu. He said his name was ..”Steve Jobs, not the Apple guy and you could look me up on the web!!! and I am an editor for the New York Times..!!”, he kept saying, ” Come on! see how the other half lives ! come on!”.. I said, ”I am sorry, I don’t drink..it’s too late for me..” He was older older , but I did not like the way he was dressed.
Then I felt, why am I such a wallflower? Why?
Lost tourists..
To eat I had Watermelon Juice, and a Raw Coconut Mylk cream from a press..4 tangerines and a salad of Tomatoes, Cucumbers, Oranges at Sushi Siam.
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be thankful, I almost got my tattoo, my crooked one, covered up at MIAMI INK..
Laser removals have been such a rip off scam to me, I would rather cover it up..
I thought..my old one kind of looks like a cut open orange half..maybe I should get that over it..so I hung around the place watching..
But those artists look like dirty squatters, they do, they just look polluted..There is an oil painting of evil rats in a graveyard on the wall.. umm, no..I changed my mind.
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This photographer is amazing. I learn so much looking at all his photos.
I went to this really cool domino park in Little Havana, the Cuban part, and saw all these old cubans playing Dominos and drinking out of coconuts. I took photos but accidentally deleted them when fidgeting with format button. Someone treated me to a cuban coffee , it was like a thimble full , and I wanted to be polite and not get into the whole fruitarian explanation….so I just drank it ..and I don’t remember it making me feel anything except lovesick. I am allowed, I am in mourning.
I got mangos and guarapos. Ate red globe grapes.
I went on a boat and saw Star Island.
Check my Flickr account or go under the South beach folder to see, http://www.flickr.com/photos/87128504@N00/
John Travolta’s next door and then P. Diddy’s..
A topless playboy bunny (?) at a
Hugh Hefner mansion’s backyard on Star Island. Lots of naked women statues..
Someone saw my camera and wanted to look thru it, walking away, he said, ” SEE , THAT’S WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU GOT MONEY!!” to people staring at me.
Juice/sugar cane bar on the water
I think this house belongs to that lady who has the talk show in spanish, CHRISTINA..or GLORIA ESTEFAN, I forget, I saw so very very many..celebrity homes today//but look, it looks like a maid is there talking on the phone..
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