feb 21-28
I posted photogrpahs of my eyes a few entries back. I got my profile finally. Here it is ( I do not accept this as correct at all, but it was fun…is she suggesting I take pills that she sells? What a scam) ( omg, I looked up leaky gut syndrome, do you know what that is, a debilitating chronic syndrome..! That is not me, at all. And I am abundant in minerals BTW, my liver feels good, and I am continuing to eat raw, but thanks!) It is so easy in analysis, especially psychologically, to say , I have that! because everybody has a little of something sometimes, but this is off. OFF.
Lung/Medulla syndrome in the right iris. This works the same as the heart/medulla syndrome, except the nerves from the medulla to the lung are underfunctional. “Nervous Fatigue Formula” is great for this and the adrenals too. But she will eventually need something to clear the bacteria out of the respiratory. Right now raw garlic would help.
A groin lesion is a sign of Leaky Gut Syndrome. “Clean Start” is a good choice.
The lower back, bladder and liver in the right eye are acute. She probably has frequent urination, back aches and a swollen feeling around the liver.
I see you got the Medulla/Heart in the left eye. The above “Chinese formula” would help with that too.
There is a mark in the pancreas tail (left iris, in the spleen area, against the ANW). Probably gives her sugar cravings which she satisfies with fruit. A weakness in the pancreas usually means undigested proteins which show orange in the iris. “Protease, High Potency” between meals can eat this garbage up.
She is very lacking in minerals. Sometimes raw food is too indigestible and one has to start with lightly steamed vegetables. You should see improvement in 6 weeks, she should feel improvement in 9 days.
These are just suggestions. You have recommended her a lot of good things. I know you can’t pile too much on clients or they get discouraged. So take the above FYI.
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Got taken out to Nirvana, a vegan restaurant in Washington DC.
I had Mango chutney and a salad of grapes, tomatoes, cucumbers etc..and Pellegrino.
I went with my brilliant Washington DC lawyer friend. I have not seen him in months.
I am in Foggy Bottom. 19th century Washington DC. Been here for days and going home soon. I am where all the students are, GWU and Georgetown U is five blocks.
He is so smart. We talked for 5 hours. He brought me hyacinths, lilies, and all these beautiful flowers.
He is the one I went to The Kennedy center with to see Madame Butterfly with a few months back.
He told me about all his cases. He said they are making a movie about his project now, about the link between vaccines and autism. “Evidence of truth” .We talked about many things. He told me he met Princess Diana and also Boris Yeltsin in the 80’s. He said he took Yeltsin to a supermarket and the Russians think that that is “capitalist lie”, about supermarkets, something we take for granted. He he told him to pick any city and they would drive and he would show them a supermarket. The Russians FLIPPED out when they saw it. He said becasue in Russia all supermarket shelves are empty by 3pm, daily, and have very few things.
He spoke about these projects in Washington.
Also HE MET AYN RAND!!! My heroine. He told me many faults of libertarians though. He said there is no room for the poor in Ayn Rand’s world. I love her. So many people do too, he says her writings are not admitted politically really..
Everything was political. Every subject I talked about he brought up really important Washington DC cases, laws and studies. I followed all the converstaion thru, and caught everything.
He complimented me so much, he is positive about everything, like me.
Now he just got hired to prove this scientist in NYC lied about “something” in a gene to get fundmoney.. and if he proves it is indeed a lie to get money, all this other current research work will be bogus, because scientists build on other’s research.
He brought me bags of fruit.
I see him as a loyal lifetime friend. Nothing more. MBHorse mentioned, in a phone call, he might be my soul mate, ( out of jealousy? as a joke?) I thought about it during Dinner. No. Mbh is my soul mate. I love My Beautiful Horse more than anybody alive. This guy is just my loyal friend.
He has such good qualities. He is so noble. He believes men can be monogamous and it’s a lie put out there, to control women, that men need to be promiscuos. He thinks men can be happy with one woman, and it takes a lifetime to figure things out with one woman and how can you do that if you are promiscuos. He said promiscuos men are unhappy men.
I was so impressed. I was. His honesty.
I admire him, and hope to be just friends for a long time.
He has read all this big brain books, is a fountain of knowledge, went to school forever..
Also, He was Monica Lewinsky’s second lawyer during Clinton scandal..he points out some things I never saw about that case too.
Plus, when I told him raw food babies were being taken away from people, his ears lit up and he told me stories defending laws about that kind of stuff and gave me such good info ..about what he believes in..also about more cases he has worked on, not with vegans or vegetarians, but family law..
He is the only person who has really stirred my brain in a long time. He is my level of intelligence. Where I want to be. I want to be a genius.
He also worked with laws about dolphins..that was the last time we met. Such facts I learn, that get me so inspired and happy.
I wish him success. Maybe I can turn him on to raw vegan family rights.
He also let me in on alot of government scams and how because of him and his team , alot of scientific places that BAN any discussion against vaccines, now are required to discuss them, and all the lawyers are fighting on both sides.
Science is not science when they ban certain topics and ban reports, and research. It becomes political.
He told me alot about the government..we discusses more Ayn Rand
Also he told me of his friend who did a study about to PROVE that eating meat makes children/people violent.
He said , ” It’s coming” in Washington about laws MANDATING vaccines, such as the one going on in Texas, the anti cervical cancer vaccine, he says it is VERY UNSAFE.. and he has seen the testing and the reports and cannot believe it is out there. He is rallying all these grass roots org’s for support..and getting people threatening him.
He also says that there are arguments that too many children are getting excuses to got get vaccinated, homeschooling, religious, etc and that , he threw around so many terms, I can’t remember..He said they will come down hard on that..they think the more people that do not get vaccines, the more that won’t want them..
He will be in New York tomorrow and in Singapore on the weekend.
I told him I want to go to Egypt, he told me Cairo stories.
I also had grapes and two fruit salads of dates, avocados and mangos..with blueberries on top! bananas for lunch and breakfast.
I bought a really nice white sweater. I looked gorgeous.
If anybody wants to be really inspired read THE FOUNTAINHEAD. I have not read Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand, but here is an excerpt that is genius. There is a huge following of her , my friend is going to tell me , from his friends, the next objective wokshop about her writings so I can go and sit in on.
The excerpt is here, it is about money:
DC is snowy, dirty snow on the ground. So many white people. Tons. I was told blacks are 85% of DC but I have not hardly seen any. All students and cute as cute can be. I fit right in with my Georgetown sweatshirt. I went to Whole foods two days ago and it was nice. I got lots of fruit. I am getting a durian delivered before I leave.
I told him my goal was to have a house in Coral Gables, he said, ” That’s easy, lots of people do that”..and he made me feel so good. He has been to two very large weddings in the Gables and says it is very nice place.
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feb 21
“The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves” –Sophocles
You could also say the greatest JOYS we cause, are those we cause ourselves!!
I am watching LOST episodes on Abc.com. You can watch all the current episodes there, and I love the show.
I had to eat today:
10 am large grapefruit
1:30 pm plate of yummy chopped avocado, medjool date and banana,mmm
3 pm an orange
430 pm banana, a chopped tomato
5 pm 2 chopped tomatoes
7pm Chilled chopped salad of Strawberries, bananas and blueberries with orange squeezed over it mm
8:56 pm chopped plate of avocado, dates, plum and banana
10pm - a banana and date , eaten together
I am the best. I am. I believe in myself.
And what would the best of the best look like and what is it?
I believe in Altruism. The Hoi Polloi can do what they like, I am different.
I want to inspire and live a life that is special. Be love, be great, be successful. I want to reach the apogee of all things great, and of the noblest feelings.
I am listening to the sonorous voice of Maria Callas in VERDI. Some nights I sleep naps to Opera and wake up, out of it in feeling of great love.
I am too busy working to write. Learning too. I am trying to manage my time better and keep a calendar, write goals, be organized, and set side time for play as well./
feb 22
9 am chopped Sharon fruit, banana,
date, avocado
10 am, same as above, with
blueberries and orange juice
squeezed over it.
12 pm half cantaloupe
2pm chopped tomato, bell pepper ,
avocado
3pm dates and bananas
4pm tomatoes, orange bell pepper slices
7pm chopped tomato, yellow bell pepper half
8pm Tomatoes
10 pm Half cantaloupe
I am a logodaedalian. I love words and sly clever sayings. You can also say, I am a logophile. I am bored with the vernacular .
I love you dearly. Forever.
I like to say that, it’s so beautiful. I only think of one person when I say or write it. And I feel the energy behind the words. It’s like shooting into time and space into that which I cherish.
I am a fantasy to others. I am. I never had a clue.Look into other’s eyes and watch the movie of how they see you./
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from yesterday
9am-Orange Juice , and apple juice
with a wheatgrass shot in it , from
Juice Zone on Pennsylvania Avenue,
Washington DC.
12pm banana and date
2pm - 2 chopped tomatoes
4pm- banana, orange
6pm-orange
8pm- I went to an Indian Restaurant
called Adhi in Georgetown. There
was a big business dinner there. I
heard everyone talk politics over
wine. I just ordered a fruitarian
friendly salad caled Kachumber. I
ordered pickled lemon peel, out of
curiosity, and also mango chutney . I
ordered cardamon tea, I did not
drink. Was not happy. I do not know
why I eat at restaurants . Only special
romantic occasions I should.
I went to Dean and Deluca across
the street and got the rest of their
avocado and tomato salad at the
deli. I should have just eaten that for
dinner.
There is no ” Dinner ” for me
anymore. Dinner is every time for
me. Dinner used to be a big meal
until I fell asleep thing. All my food,
everything is light…and I eat small
amounts all day and night.
Today is very productive day. I go
home Sunday morning. I may have
time to go see museums, like the
National Gallery. I love
Georgetown. M street is so much
fun!
I got a really nice email from my
friend who lives and works here,
Here is a piece:Stuck in NY, so it
will be a quick “fly by” in dc to
change and repack
for Singapore. I just wanted to thank
you for a most wonderful evening on
Tuesday. As I said, I’ll never be able
to say which is the best time we’ve
had
together, except perhaps whichever
one is the most recent, as I find it
imposible
to “compare” something so precious
as time together. But I can say with
the
utmost confidence that you are the
BEST girlfriend I have ever had or
could
ever imagine. I feel happiness and
attraction with you as with no other.
Among
all your wonderful qualities, I think
your boundless curiosity and
relentless
search for truth and beauty and the
deeper “meaning” of all things is
your most
wonderful quality. You REALLY
rock my soul!
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Someone told me the Tomato was
called the WOLF PEACH once, and
everyone thought it was poisonous
until one guy in Philadelphia stood
up in the market in the center of
town and ate one in front of the
crowd of people. After that it
became very popular and the
English began calling it a tomato.
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always see fruitarian sites saying fruitarians eat fruit because they do not want to kill green plants or something, how stupid. That’s not me. I eat greens sometimes.
My flight out of Washington DC got cancelled, there was so much snow. Snow that was soft and covered everything. So I am at the Hilton until 4 am. 300 $ dollar room for only 98$ because I am a Hilton Honors member. But hey that’s not fair ! I never asked for my hotel voucher at the airport, but I am happy anyways, good deal.. The Hilton is sweet , I am paying for Paris to look beautiful.
I bought MBHORSE a 150$ dollar pair of sweat shorts and a 100$ dollar tshirt at Barney’s of New York in Georgetown. wow, they were nice. But I got mad at him and returned it, exchanged for a dress. I bought 3 actually. Dresses that are knee length. and stylish.
I am watching the Oscars .
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My mom brought me sapodillas from her back yard. She said 12 of them fell on the ground, all ripe. Sapodillas are sooo good. One of my favorites. In Jamacia they are called nespir fruit. OH! She brought me U pick tomatoes once, oh they were RED, like blood and so delicious. I need some more!!
“Sapodillas are like a cross between a kiwi and mamey”- MB HORSE said that.
Today I rode by the Biltmore hotel, and there were hundred or so University of Miami Students all sitting peacefully, drawing it, across the street on the grass. They were using both black and white charcoal on grey paper, separately. Pretty nice stuff. Even the bad stuff was Good. I know this is something all the students would be proud of, because when you first attempt to draw the Biltmore it’s intimidating, it’s so large. But once you get to work and sketch it out and fill in details, it’s a very impressive drawing. On my way back home the students were doing show and tell in groups. HOW NICE!
Oh these wild berries are out in everyone’s lawn, all ripe and ready to eat. I stop all the time and pig out and try not to get red juice all over my white pants. Sometimes I am hungry for them and see people talking and have to wait until they leave. I forget what they are called. RED JUICY WILDBERRIES.
Right now I chopped with my chopper, dices of cucumbers and tomatoes, and pineapple and mixed it with raw guacamole. earlier I ate grapes and fresh Squeezed orange juice. I made Watermelon juice this morning and gave some to my pets. They are so beautiful and reach for me to scratch them, just like a cat does. They love greens and coconut which I have now..
I got locked out of my apartment today. When I got back MBHORSE, in a nice suit, and my landlord were trying to get in. The landlord’s key did not work. I was impressed. MBHORSE fixed the situation, as he always does. He had to run back to his busy work. New lock is in order.
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I watched a movie, based on true story, about lesbian sisters in the thirties, yes sisters who would make out passionately, who worked as maids for this stuck up rich girl and her mom, odd little couple who sat around doing nothing. The rich girl found out and started flirting with the little sister and the big sister would get jealous. Then flashbacks of catholic school where all the girls would have crushes on the nuns, and have affairs with them. It’s not a porno, I swear, but a British serious drama film. A chick flick. With an evil stepmother type of lady who owns the house. It’s called “Sister My Sister”
I was riding my bike on Bird road. All of a sudden I see this waterway and these huge antique looking towers. So beautiful. I loved looking at it. Peaceful. Tropical trees everywhere among coconuts and palms. Wiry palms and royal palms. Ibises and chipmunks running around.
I also have had smoothies with a passionfruit MBh got me. Yum, bananas, passion fruit, cherries, avocado and dates. Many times all day I drank this.
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I was thinking of SAPODILLAS, not Sapotes, in my last entry, I am sorry!
Raw Tomato Carpaccio
Marinated Cucmbers and avocado slices
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Mbh just left me . Hanging oout with him is like being with lightning of love. He is so beautiful. I was so happy today. I made him a thai coconut and cherry smoothie and a passionfruit, date, banana, and cherry smoothie . We watched LOST, the dumbest episode ever, but it was a happy one. We went to Sublime, a vegetarian animal rights restaurant. Paul MCCartney has been there so has Pam Anderson and much more. We drove to Dania Beach and Fort Lauderdale. Such good energy. Peace. comfort.
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I learn best by Visual learning style. That means I learn by seeing things in my mind the best.
Some people learn by hearing, feeling, hands on..
The Seven intelligences which are: Visual/Spatial, Verbal/ Linguistic, Musical/Rhythm, Logic/Math, Body /Kinesthetic “sports” /Interpersonal ” people smart”/Intrapersonal ” self smart” or Naturalistic “nature, environment”.
I am really good at VISUAL/SPATIAL, VERBAL LINGUISTIC and NATURALISTIC, in that order. That means I think in pictures, love to create images, am word smart, communicate well thru language.
( uh , all this is duh.. I know alll this.) I also I scored well in my interest in the environment and can recognize flowers , clouds and I like hiking.
So all this means is I need to find work/majors in these areas. Also, it means that when studying, I need to recite aloud, join study groups,use charts, drawings, visualize and also be outside as much as possible .
Personality type. I could be either extroverted/introverted, sensing/intuition, thinking/feeling or Judging/perceiving.
Out of each combination, of what you have chosen, there is a unique personality type.
I am Extroverted, meaning I live in the outside world, draw strength from others, am outgoing, love interaction and being the center of attention. ( I thought I wasn’t, but with friends I am always talking, preaching and blabbing about everything and I keep a public diary and always want to be loved the most, and be the best, and I want to bring out the best on others and also supoort them to be incredible)
I am Intuitive meaning I see possibilities and rely on gut feelings and am innovative.
(I read into things alot )
I am Feeling meaning I make decisions on what is just and right. I like to live in harmony and peace. I value others opinions, into people being happy and very tactful. (That’s me. I am this. I feel that what is, and comes natural, is right and what feels good is a sign I am on the right track. When others are happy I am. I like to spoil people.)
I am a Judger, I am orderly and need structure in my life. Good at goal setting and sticking to it. I work before I play. ( I am always on time, always finished my work, my task, what I need done I do, I love taking orders)
So I take that combination and look it up and I am ENJF:
” Very concerned about others feelings, I respect others, I am good leader, usually I am popular, good at public speaking, but can make decsions too quickly and I trust too easily.”
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I bought MBH a Green Star 2000 and I am so proud of him, making all this cabbage juice, spinach, carrots etc..It makes me HAPPY!! He will be healthier and hotter because the blood will flow back in his skin, he will feel more alive and have more energy to be the best lawyer in the courtroom, always. Because he is the best lawyer and he is very exclusive and the richest and most important people trust him with all their secrets. I know I do.
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Midnight snack- dehydrating pineapple rings
11- smoothie with dates, cherries, avocado, banana. I bought this big giant gulper jug with lid, from Jamba juice and it always fits all my smoothie I make.
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I know he loves me the most and will want to be with me more. Always. At first I might have hard time, but getting used to his honesty and freedom is something , a gift.
Plus honesty, not for the other person, but for you, is such a blessing to be able to speak what is TRUTH.. it frees you, from all bad thoughts in the future. One day everything will change …
All I got to be, is nice all the time, and he will never leave me. As long as its good between us, he will always be here. I think that is true for most women. We don’t know how important and valuable we actually are. There is a prize in each of us. We are wanted and loved, maybe in secret.
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We hung around a club that CRADLE OF FILTH was playing at, we saw some pretty cool tattoos and vampires. Mbh was surreptitiously photographing kids with my camera. Everyone thought he works for a magazine.
LOOK, it’s Lestat:
this guy is a CUTTER, LOOK!
Look at this tattoo, its a heart with a crown of thorns that is flying with bat wings all bloody
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My fruitarian penpal sent me a pic
http://www.fruchtesser.de/fruchtesser.jpg
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