
This painting I did months back. I am in the middle. There are 4 men around me. Those are the biggest influences around me at that time.
I see one is attached to my head, that was my penpal, we wrote every day. I never wrote about him , for privacy reasons. But he was an influence in everything I did.
The man in red, in front of me and in my vision and who I am slightly touching at the bottom, is my heart, G or My beautiful horse ( MBH) as I call him). He was always in my brain and heart.
The one who looks like he is eating his head was Lion. I wrote about him in my journals. His eyes are mean, because he was kind of cold to me. I don't know what it means that his mouth is covered.
The man in the back of me, is this man I used to see all the time when I worked weekends at the organic market. He was very handsome, and that is all.
There are dollar bills in that painting too, money was a real big drive for me then. In everything..
I wonder if I painted a painting now who my influences are. Only one.
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I drew this from a magazine photo, a scene from an italian movie. I did this to represent what I want in relationship. They look so happy in the park and obviously I want to hold the animal. On my side there are all the greens ,background and trees. The man is holding his hands in front of me. yet I am leading.

I made this with my photographs. It is with the pen , select all, copy and paste into , tools in Photoshop. All these are from really vivid moments in London. I am in the center in Prince Albert's memorial. G is drinking Tea with me at the Ritz, but I covered his head with one of the Queen's soldiers.
This was really easy for me to draw. It's from two different photos of me and G. Both from Key West and Switzerland. I just had a little fun with the fill button and the lighting effects on photoshop. I finished in a few minutes. this is a turning point drawing in my life. From now on there is only going to be ebauty and happiness in my artwork. When I was drawing it felt like I was weaving, creating, in real life as well as on paper.
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