All to eat today: mango, avocado, watermelon and ice, blended slushy style drink, tomato salsa, Mango Guacamole, banana, passionfruit and date smoothies, WHITE COCONUT..yes , they sell white coconuts, at the supermarket,now. Instead of brown hairy, it's white hairy.

MAY 11

I just finished two job interviews, in Coral Gables. I just now, got 2 phone calls, for a position in Miami Beach, and one in Miami. I placed an ad, this morning, in the newspaper, that I was looking for work, in the Gables. They are calling me!

My job interview, this morning, was with a Doctor, who has a nice practice, close to me, 2 stories high and many clean rooms. Botox, ultrasound, biopsies, etc etc. He said, "My wife will love you!"

His wife was so happy, that I can read, and write, perfect English, which is rare, she said, in Miami. They will talk about me, together, and call me. She had long black hair, high heels, small waist, blue eyes, and good posture.

I also got invited to Las Vegas, to see Cirque du Soleil's, "Love" ( Set to music by the Beatles)and Phantom of the Opera. I have never been to Vegas, or seen either.  It is my DC Lawyer friend's birthday, who has generous friends. So, I am going to Las Vegas, in the morning, for 2 nights!

I also went jogging, at 8 am, with my new girlfriend, K. She is 19, blonde, cute, and lives around the corner, and down the street, from me. She used to practice boxing, so she had to run all the time. She was breathing, out her nose, funny. She kept telling me to catch up. I love to run, but I like also, to enjoy it. To her, it was a race of death. We were trying to talk to each other, but kept panting hard. You know how hot Miami is this time of year?

My friend, I just met, I will call, Dama, called me. Calls me, once a day now. He is so much fun to talk to. He has eyes, the prettiest, I have, ever, seen, green and brown. He dresses so well. He belongs in London. I lent him some Landmark seminar cds. I want him, to love his life. I want to be friends with him. I feel,  so happy, talking to him.


I started two new classes. Color and Design. I have many chapters to read today, and people to get to know, in my class.

I took photos, of one of my mom's houses, she is trying, to either sell, or rent, and I put it on Craigslist.com . Overnight she had a renter, from London, modeling agency, who wants to write a contract for a year, and others, meanwhile, are trying to fight for it.

MAY 12

At the Venetian Hotel Los Angeles, ViP floor. I was picked up by a limo. It is so beautiful. I have fruit platter and bowl. I am going to see a show tonight, and also, leaving now, to walk around and ride gondolas, in the hotel.

I love and Miss Miami so much.
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I just got back from seeing Cirque du Soleil's "Love". It was set to the Beatles, rare versions of the coolest songs, blasting, with lights, sights, interactive, dance, acrobats, acting, freaky stuff and beautiful girls. Love , hippie love , is the theme.. It was so beautiful. My breath was taken away. I had no idea the Beatles were so GOOD. Incredible. I was in tears. I loved Lucy in the sky with diamonds. I loved the surreal acrobats, over me, and costumes, and British propaganda, and watching about the 60's, and about hippies. SO far it was the best show I have ever seen. In my life. I recommend it, to anyone, if you make it to Las Vegas.

Everyone, is outside on the strip, Las Vegas Blvd watching a volcano, a fake one , erupt with flames and everything. The streets are filled with girls and boys. The casino's packed with smoking people, the hotel has so much to look at. There was a Hawaiian Tropic beauty pageant too.

My friend is so kind to me, anything I want, I can have. We are gonna watch a movie, Ocean's 11 soon and I have to do homework and sleep.

I got three orders of tomato salsa, and Guacamole. I got all this fruit to eat, and brought dates from home. I had bananas and oranges on the plane.

Las Vegas is very exciting, but too dry. It's like an oven.

Oh you should see the outdoor hot tubs here!!!  The pools are filled with women, some beautiful others cheesy. With statues, and everything, around the pools, and flowers and plants.
It's a nice place. A lot of groups are in parties here, wedding parties etc.

May 12

I just went to a raw food restaurant in Las Vegas called Go Raw. It was fun. I got a coconut durian smoothie and an avocado soup w/ carrot juice to make it orange. My friend had pizza and pate with living crackers/bread. They had alot of raw food books, a bar and all this food on the menu. We both took photos, him with his D200, and me with my D70. 

 I need to replace my camera, soon. I dropped it, and it says ERR alot, and won't work.

He couldn't believe it, he said if DC had this raw food thing,  the lines would be out the door. He is convinced, I should open a cleansing retreat. When he was in New York City I called him and told him to go to Pure Food and Wine, and he ordered food for all his board meeting there,  Pure Food Raw food, and everybody couldn't believe how good it was. So he planted good seeds.

This morning we spent 4 hours talking, by the pool and in the hot tubs. It was so nice, there was a statue made to look like Bernini's in Italy, a renaissance sculptor , I learned about in class.



We talked for 5 hours about how he wants to find true love so bad. I showed him a worm. I asked him what does true love LOOK LIKE. He responding by saying it is a feeling. I said well, feelings are not accurate tests of reality. He disagreed. " Ok, " I said, then, I asked him to tell me the last time he felt true love. It was when he was 17 years old. A very Long time ago.  I asked, what it looked like visually, he said, " Lost in her eyes" and I asked what happened , and he told me she was cheating on him and was a liar. So he was so sure of true love? And obviously, she was not in love with him at all...so he agreed that feelings are not accurate tests and when you rely on that for reality you get messed up. So I said, what if true love were something you created , with another person, and are responsible for, and we had a great time talking about it. Also we discussed the fact that he wants true love, to fix something he does not have, and that always brings along with it, the original, of not having something, so we created possibilities of being, free from the past.

Its amazing how we spend life looking for things based on feelings, when that is not an accurate personal test, at all. He told me all these women wanted to marry him, and he rejected them, because they weren't the one. Because he felt they weren't. He put stories on them, to validate his doubts, as well, so he was sure he was right...And here is is, single and looking forever, for this thing, he only had once, that was never real at all.

This trip, between me and him, is platonic, and he even created the possibility of virtue. It is nice, to just talk with someone, hours and hours. He is a public interest lawyer, fighting, and trying to make Mercury  taken out of vaccines, for you people, to have healthier lives. He is powerful and knows many powerful rulers, and has such amazing stories of projects he works on.

My mom is taking Landmark Forum. I called her, I didn't recognize her. She was so excited, and so amazed and she said it was, the best Mother's day present, I could have, ever, gotten her, I gave her , her life back. I am so happy she will be transformed, I just hope she gets it right, all of it and does all the work.

Tonight I am seeing Phantom of The Opera. I will make sure to see the fountain show.
At night all the beautiful people come out and it's a little scary.


"Love" by Cirque last night was so beautiful. I love the Beatles now. I do. They are so cool and stood for so much and really made a change in the world, they created a shift towards love.


MAY 13

I just saw the water show, at The Bellagio fountains. It is a good way to cool off, it is very hot here. I got some guacamole and tomato salsa. They played Celine Dion. I liked the rockets of water, they went so high and roared.
So many people everywhere were taking pictures under the scorching sun.

The Phantom of the Opera was very nice. I couldn't figure out why everybody was crying. The Phantom, was very mean and nasty, and had problems. I don't feel sorry for criminals. I loved it when the Chandelier fell above us, and everybody screamed. My friend said, this was the nicest he has seen. The whole theater was done up, and there was fireworks and fire.

I had a choice of any show I want to see tonight. I picked Mystere, another Cirque du Soleil. I like those.

The Gondola ride thru the Venetian was cool. There was even a fake Venetian Market with Fake sky. We had a gondola lady sing to us, as we rowed there, discussing all the wars of the world, and how Nostradamus predicted the Three Antichrists of the world, as Magus, Napaulon and Hister. I said Mabus is Bush.

We went swimming this morning. I love the hot tubs.
The pool is really nice, there are several of them. The one we went to is in a garden. Lots of statues and music.

When we ordered
OCEAN'S 12 to watch we got free popcorn delivered to us. I didn't eat any. The maids, also, leave us bags of chocolate, jelly beans, crackers and cheese. I don't eat that either. We have this ti that comes out of the wall. My room has its own living room, and looks out into this garden.

Our floor has its own concierge and we have this cool lounge, we drink tea and eat fruit and watch the news on this movie screen. Everyone is dressed up in gowns. It takes us three elevators, to get to our floor. I get lost walking around. The casino is so funny. People staring at flashing blinking things.

I love my hotel. 4 stars. It has like 50 restaurants, all top chefs of the world. The shows all have celebrities in them, like Carmen Electra. Everything is the best quality. You can get the best of the best here, in the middle of the desert.

I am wearing a bikini with a silk dress over it. My friend is very nice. We talk alot. Anything I want, he goes out of his way to find me.


My mom called me from Landmark. She had many breakthroughs. She called my sister, and apologized for things long forgotten. I am so glad. She realizes, she doesn't have to be a caretaker, or even marry her boyfriend.

I had bananas and dates also. It is very dry here, and I wake up with a dry throat.

I am enjoying myself. I sleep in alot and when I wake up it is only 9 am, because of the time difference I am one a different schedule. I am happy. I like Las vegas. It has a lot of people. I miss Coral Gables and my Miracle Mile. I want Jamba Juice, and my happy apartment.

May 14 cont

I went to this spa in Las Vegas called Canyon Ranch. It was a real, real spa. This spa was over the top. Everything smelled like Eucalyptus. They had different pitchers of water with floating melon balls, citrus slices or fruit. I went to the women's part and I was told to take off all my clothes. I went into a room that had such a nice whirlpool pool under fancy paintings. I then went into a steam room, where I choked on flavored hot rain. I sat in a sauna. I went into whirlpool. All the girls, naked to the bone.

At 5 pm I went into a room for a deep tissue massage. This massage was incredible. They put hot things on my feet, a wet thing on my head that smelled like almonds. They rubbed oil on me that tingled. It was so awesome.

I went to an organic restaurant. I had tomatoes and cucumbers. I had apple and ginger juice.

Then I saw Cirque Du Soleil's " Mystere", which was all this acrobat and gymnastic stuff. Feats that are incredible. It was so beautiful. It was funny too. There was a fat baby in between, that made everyone laugh.

On my way to the airport, my friend walked me to my gate. He wanted me, to be the last one, on the plane. He told me, that he loved me, and if I ever wanted a boyfriend, he wants to put in an application. I didn't really have anything to say.

I went on the plane. When I saw Miami, I loved being home. I love Hispanics. They are so beautiful, the men, gorgeous and stylish. The women so beautiful.