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Photos Costa Rica/ 9/17 / 9/18 9/19
La Tabacon resort to see volcano
This water was so hot
The steam is the heat
Flowers everywhere
I lived off these papaya strawberry smoothies
Lychees I bought a lot
I was like thanks, and bring me three more, no just kidding, I got 4 smoothies and I was full
Very weird fruit it was mealy and orange fleshy
Oily fruit, no like
Look at night this was a happening pool bar I hung out here on a stool
I love the flowers
I love these street vendors, look at the trees here
Little huts selling masks, look how pretty
so many hot pools because of the volcano in the background (clouds are hiding it)
giving off hot water
This water was so hot
The steam is the heat
Flowers everywhere
I lived off these papaya strawberry smoothies
Lychees I bought a lot
I was like thanks, and bring me three more, no just kidding, I got 4 smoothies and I was full
Very weird fruit it was mealy and orange fleshy
Oily fruit, no like
Look at night this was a happening pool bar I hung out here on a stool
I love the flowers
I love these street vendors, look at the trees here
Little huts selling masks, look how pretty
so many hot pools because of the volcano in the background (clouds are hiding it)
giving off hot water
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September 17th 2007
Suvine's world.
that's me trying saw grass shoot. Settlers lived off this for up to 40 days.
My hair looks nasty because I had to pour swamp water on it to stay cool,
and stay alive. It was so hot.
This reminds me of the painting by Andrew Wyeth " Christina's World" don't it?
I am eating sawgrass roots. I am not the only one, look:
I got this photo from the internet from :
and these people:
Big Cypress National Preserve ranger Isobel Kalafarski
describes the edible base of a stalk of sawgrass to visitors
during a guided walk.
You can eat sawgrass, it's edible see I am not the only one. It tastes like
hearts of palm, delish!! Me and my vampira looking girlfriend ate some to
try. I would give her a fat one if I found one and she would thank me oh
so much. You can only take one bite before the cellulose takes over and makes it stringy.
hearts of palm, delish!! Me and my vampira looking girlfriend ate some to
try. I would give her a fat one if I found one and she would thank me oh
so much. You can only take one bite before the cellulose takes over and makes it stringy.
I am glad we went, we were in the middle of nowhere together and it
was a good chance to get to know each other in the creepy silence of
the everglades. For hours. Under the sun.
Next to alligators and lanky scary birds with feathers outstretched.
was a good chance to get to know each other in the creepy silence of
the everglades. For hours. Under the sun.
Next to alligators and lanky scary birds with feathers outstretched.
Guess what . we also found these
Look here: from the internet:
Cocoplum
COCOPLUM
Multistemmed shrub to 5-6 m with purple
edible fruit in open tropical hammocks and woodlands.
but we did not dare eat them. Now, I know they are edible. They looked like grapes.
Is this what they are? Cocoplums? edible? We were so hungry too.
Look here: from the internet:
Cocoplum
COCOPLUM Multistemmed shrub to 5-6 m with purple
edible fruit in open tropical hammocks and woodlands.
but we did not dare eat them. Now, I know they are edible. They looked like grapes.
Is this what they are? Cocoplums? edible? We were so hungry too.
Here is another edible fruit, a rotten one 
I stepped on , on the ground, all the ones we found in the trees were too
hard to eat. We both forgot the name..it is ________ Apple
I stepped on , on the ground, all the ones we found in the trees were too
hard to eat. We both forgot the name..it is ________ Apple
I had an excellent day in writing, I figured out why I hated to sit at a desk
all day, I was losing my individual path and I refound my true philosophy, love
and beauty, My highest values.
I forgot to incorporate that in my story. It's the main philosophy now. In male
and female characters. My notes
are private, sorry. can't post them. I write on notepads and have lost them
shutting down without saving.
My Microsoft Office 2007 trial stopped, now I have nothing but notepad to
write my novel on, bad idea, it does not save drafts at all. sigh, yes, its the
life writing, when it;s worthy of you.
Plus, I want to do what nooone else has done. I want to create a new style
or a new philosophy. Something so different it stands apart from mainstream
and wannabes.
all day, I was losing my individual path and I refound my true philosophy, love
and beauty, My highest values.
I forgot to incorporate that in my story. It's the main philosophy now. In male
and female characters. My notes
are private, sorry. can't post them. I write on notepads and have lost them
shutting down without saving.
My Microsoft Office 2007 trial stopped, now I have nothing but notepad to
write my novel on, bad idea, it does not save drafts at all. sigh, yes, its the
life writing, when it;s worthy of you.
Plus, I want to do what nooone else has done. I want to create a new style
or a new philosophy. Something so different it stands apart from mainstream
and wannabes.
I had a beautiful day. despite I had some olives and they gave me nightmares
and caused me and my chest to be painful. I had to get up and drink water
several times and was burning hot all night. Diarrhea this morning. I had a
nightmare one of my breasts deflated and was down to my hip and swollen
and I felt the saline flood in me. I screamed and woke up, I was so happy it
was a dream. I was grateful it was not real. See what salty foods do to someone
who eats so pure. Man it was so real. I still feel it. I have nightmares anytime
I eat anything that is dehydrating. The most terrifying ones. Nightmares are
products of food in my stomach when I sleep. Indigestable because of crap. My food naturally digests itself. It's the dead stuff I need to produce acids for.
and caused me and my chest to be painful. I had to get up and drink water
several times and was burning hot all night. Diarrhea this morning. I had a
nightmare one of my breasts deflated and was down to my hip and swollen
and I felt the saline flood in me. I screamed and woke up, I was so happy it
was a dream. I was grateful it was not real. See what salty foods do to someone
who eats so pure. Man it was so real. I still feel it. I have nightmares anytime
I eat anything that is dehydrating. The most terrifying ones. Nightmares are
products of food in my stomach when I sleep. Indigestable because of crap. My food naturally digests itself. It's the dead stuff I need to produce acids for.
Look grasshoppers mating, isn't that beautiful, they are both loving it and having such
a nice time before they die in a few days or something. MMm look at that sultry
grasshopper armour, erotic..
a nice time before they die in a few days or something. MMm look at that sultry
grasshopper armour, erotic..
Today is a beautiful day. It's a young loving day. I sense it! Good, good things
are the way, always. I do appreciate the laws of nature. Make them work for you,
obey them. I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO REALITY. (I got that from Ayn Rand.)
are the way, always. I do appreciate the laws of nature. Make them work for you,
obey them. I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO REALITY. (I got that from Ayn Rand.)
When I told my friend I am a scorpio she said, "Oh that means you are really loyal,
but if someone does something bad, you cut them off cruelly and forever, is that you?"
I said, "YES" and she goes, " Yes, My husband is one. I know all about it"
Day before
-only watermelon and some oranges all day
-only watermelon and some oranges all day
Yesterday
-Watermelon
-guarapo
-Tomatoes Olives and cucumber salad
-Watermelon
-guarapo
-Tomatoes Olives and cucumber salad
Today
-Honeydew
-Mamey smoothie
I may have to give links to photos if there are too many.
It took a long time to open this.
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A nice Dr. came to see me, free of charge, refused money, just in and out, for nothing. Decent guy, makes $200,000 a year and feels he does not deserve it. The job is too easy and he seems guilty and unsatisfied in himself. He works for the state. Looks a little like he might be a serious meat eater, maybe occasional drinker. His skin was very dry.
-Honeydew
-Mamey smoothie
I may have to give links to photos if there are too many.
It took a long time to open this.
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A nice Dr. came to see me, free of charge, refused money, just in and out, for nothing. Decent guy, makes $200,000 a year and feels he does not deserve it. The job is too easy and he seems guilty and unsatisfied in himself. He works for the state. Looks a little like he might be a serious meat eater, maybe occasional drinker. His skin was very dry.
I got on the bed with a lamp on a table next to it. He looked at the job ahead of him. I waited too long, he said. Stitches need to be out 3-4 days after. I waited more than a week. He started, and pulling out the stitches was harder than I thought. My meat grew on it, around it. Plus some tiny scabs stuck to it. He tried everything, he said I might need to be under anesthiesia.
Finally I held my skin down and he pulled and it all came out with stuff stuck to it. Ooohhh it was so hard to watch and feel. HhHAHAHHA Like a long violin string, with cat gut. (Like going to the dentist last week and seeing the large needle, up the roof my mouth!!)..it's a rush of nerves.. Me shaking from fear, I felt weak.
I have been through SOOO much this past few weeks, need TLC, please!!
He was very nice and he was sweating bullets. I found out later he was playing hookey from work. I almost cried for joy that it was over. So grateful.
He said
"Are you a vegetarian?" I nodded, he then said, " Vegetarian's never heal this good" ..(phooey! Its proven Vegetarians are healthier.) he said I healed very well and to put neosporin on it.
He said
"Are you a vegetarian?" I nodded, he then said, " Vegetarian's never heal this good" ..(phooey! Its proven Vegetarians are healthier.) he said I healed very well and to put neosporin on it.
He told me a story of one day he was camping and he saw black spots on his stomach. Before that, a tree stick had gone up his nose and out his face and I guess, (!!!) it got infected and he had black spots on his body, as infection spread. wow. That is for not using neosporin, he said, but I think it's from not being healthy. Then he left, like the wind.
I feel, weird. I do. I need TLC , from the TV, Oh goody, E online's "Rich girls gone bad". The latest IN TOUCH gossip magazine, has become my vade mecum, lately. I love the SCARY SKINNY headlines. Mary Kate is always there.
I do need to watch this weeks Californication, Two Corey's and Flight of the Conchords. I am hungry. I, I, I, I, I, ME ME ME ME....oowowowowowow I feel sensations from where my stitches were, little burning points of nerve.
I want to heal and be normal again. Will I be soon?
I also found out, people keep asking me, that I can breastfeed if I ever need it, whew. No problem. How weird is that though. ouch....I feel nerves. I am running a hot bath where I will ruminate over TMZ filming stars in Los Angeles.
Paul Mccartney went out on a date with Rene Zellweger and she was looking longingly at him over dinner.
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I might have a job interview tomorrow. If I go. It's for a real estate company on Douglas road. I told the guy I took the Florida real estate salesbroker course. We'll see what happens. I hope I don't get into that business. But it is close to my place. There is a University of Miami Job Miller School of Medicine fair I need to go to next weekend.
I have been writing a ne plus extra, I am so proud of myself. I think I have just begun. It is now a writing schedule I need. I need many hours. The internet and the tv steal me so easily. I have to figure out why, why is that all more important? That means I need to find my importance. I have to be even more interested in my work because it is more interesting, then let's say Paris and Kim Kardashian. I love them. Too bad they are bad girls. Very pretty.
I told PETA I would leaflet Miami Oktoberfest. Goody. I hope it is fun. Hey, I may go to Raw Spirit Fest in Sedona AZ. I waited all year just to see and be seen. We'll see. It's October. I may go.
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9/18
Alot of writers have books out that are total potboilers. They have to produce one a year. Nonce, I am trying to write something just for me, trying io find out some mysteries, maybe developing my own philosophy to life. I think the fear of winning holds me back sometimes. That sounds ridiculous, but why else am I scared?
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9/18
Alot of writers have books out that are total potboilers. They have to produce one a year. Nonce, I am trying to write something just for me, trying io find out some mysteries, maybe developing my own philosophy to life. I think the fear of winning holds me back sometimes. That sounds ridiculous, but why else am I scared?
I went to a job interview today. I found I am a lot weaker than I used to be, a lot more fragile. I was in a train station and a scummy looking guy followed me, saying I was scared of him, because he was black, and he followed me on an escalator telling me how beautiful I was. Later, outside, I sneezed and someone said BLESS YOU. I was too scared to say Thank you because he was a gangster, avoiding all eye contact, and he gave me hell for it, saying I had no manners. He would not shut up and kept talking to me, asking why I think I am too good to speak to him.
I found myself getting a blister and usually I am tough as nails. But I couldn't make it.
I found myself getting a blister and usually I am tough as nails. But I couldn't make it.
I made it to the place and walked in. I knew I did not want to work there. real estate in Miami is SUCH fakeness, it's like selling cars, or selling Avon, fake fake fake. The furniture was all modern, but inside, all I saw was cubicles. I went into someone's office. I was asking for a lot of money, Hell yeah, after all I have been through? My price went way up. I am happy about that, says it right on my resume. He asked alot of questions, I answered. He asked why I left my old job. I told the truth. Big mistake that I left, and I was self-overworked, tired, needed a break. I can't work in a place like that.
I went to Jamba juice and all the girls surrounded me. They were like smiles and eyes at me. Asking questions and blushing. Their mouths were wide open.
A girl, I saw, with large breasts, walking on Miracle Mile and as soon as our eyes met, huge smiles, and we mouthed "HI" at each other. I got doors opened for me wherever I went also btw.
I saw another girl with nice breasts and she acknowledged me and sat next to me on the trolley, and when the trolley turned sharply, she slid into me, the force of the trolley was hard, and we giggled out loud.. I had no idea this world existed.
I went to Jamba juice and all the girls surrounded me. They were like smiles and eyes at me. Asking questions and blushing. Their mouths were wide open.
A girl, I saw, with large breasts, walking on Miracle Mile and as soon as our eyes met, huge smiles, and we mouthed "HI" at each other. I got doors opened for me wherever I went also btw.
I saw another girl with nice breasts and she acknowledged me and sat next to me on the trolley, and when the trolley turned sharply, she slid into me, the force of the trolley was hard, and we giggled out loud.. I had no idea this world existed.
I need to learn how to drive and buy a car. Soon. Next project.
I went to the mall and it was very nice. I only can be around decent people. I got a few clinch belts that close my dresses to my waist, oh I look so good like that. I always had an empire waist, now I have real waist. I have to now.
I got sucked into buying Dead Sea salt Scrub. This jewish guy, grabbed me and started rubbing it on my wrist. He was handsome and well dressed, Bulova watch. Mirage. I could tell he was training some girl. He made alot of Jewish jokes and talked about the Dead sea. Anyway, I need exfoliator anyways so I bought it. I then went to my favorite store..
My Favorite store NORDSTROMS
My Favorite shoe store WILD PAIR.
My Favorite shoe store WILD PAIR.
and I looked at some dresses, wow, everytime I go in there it blows my mind. The clothes are so beautiful. I was too tired and had to lie down so I went across the street.
I went to mom's and I am watching GIRLS NEXT DOOR reruns. I love Holly Madison. So beautiful and all those girls are so nice to each other and so kind. I have watched many episodes and they are a real team, never saying anything bad about the other. They must have sworn or had a special blood pact. They have all had sex with each other too. How quaint.
I ate today:
cantaloupe
dates/pressed into a little cacao powder, always a bad idea.
Banana and date smoothies
Tomato, cucumber
conchord grapes
cantaloupe
dates/pressed into a little cacao powder, always a bad idea.
Banana and date smoothies
Tomato, cucumber
conchord grapes
I wrote alot today, I feel I really am getting somewhere I want to be. It's a work of love. Really.
I may go to Raw Spirit Fest in Sedona ARIZONA. I want to see all the raw food gurus I know. Why not. See what weird stuff is in vogue.
I want to give off love. I want to just give off love. I think that will be my thing. Giving off love.
Orange juice
Orange juice
I have a huge crush on Kim Kardashian. I do, she has a new show on tv too. She is on talk show now. She is Armenian. Man. I can't stand it. I can't. A girl like that, oh. No wonder Paris took her everywhere. Always on her arm. She is so pretty it hurts.
Now they hate each other, of course.
I saw the Pickup Artist on tv, the final 2. They had to pick up a stripper. They make it out like strippers are the hottest gamers, when these girls were nasty and disturbed. I had no idea there was a whole psychology to getting an exotic dancer, without paying. Anyways, one guy picked up a stripper. He was so mean, told her she wasn't his type. Haha. Funny. That does work, now that I think about it.
I am so addicted to tv now. I can't stand it. I want my life to be what I see on tv. Beautiful people, gorgeous places and clothes.
9/19
All I had to eat today was watermelon and Orange juice.
I weighed myself. 115lbs. I went to the supermarket to get food. I watched tv and wrote alot. Not much. Gave myself massages with Dead Sea salt oil, like I am supposed to. I feel great and feel healed. I just want them to look natural. 3-4 months it will happen. I never wrote about the actual operation and what happened. One day I will write about it, very interesting.
I surfed the internet.
My breasts have gone down, and they are looking more normal. I am so happy. I may be going down to a D.
I was comparing who was my new breast size to those online, but the internet, it's all lies and different guesses.
Plus the same size on a different girl looks different.
Jessica Simpson, Lindsay Lohan, Holly Madison, Kim Kardashian are more like mine now.
Anyways, I read the reason men like breasts so much is it reminds them of their moms and being safe, in a long ago time when everthing was perfect and love and acceptance were felt.
They are getting smaller everyday. I press them down. The eventually drop into the pocket they were put into.
I saw Kid Nation. They get a store filled with candy and spend all their money. The kids make salaries and they spend it on candy. It's funny.
Some girl was crying cuz she was scared she was not gonna get enough protein from meats and cheeses. Hahha.
All the food they make is biscuits, eggs and mac and cheese. I see three kids went jackrabbit hunting. Wow. Different age, same crap.
Hey I thought it was all kids, no adults? Who's this host guy showing up all the time?
I tuned into the season premiere of Gossip Girl. I love it how they show underage kids martini drinking at hotel bars, and how they make grilled cheese sandwiches with truffle oil. Hhahah. Wow, it's a different class, same crap.
Beautiful fruit pics! Although, I don't think that is lychee...it is rambutan - though I didn't know they grew that in CR, usually you find it in SE Asia. Lychee isn't hairy...
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Oh yes, I forgot, silly me.. I love them all.
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Only Suvine could wear pearls and an ugly, old-lady swimsuit, and still look incredible!
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hahahah that is funny
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I love the pics - such a beautiful paradise! The oily fruit...did you catch the name of it? It looks similar to a persimmon. I wonder if it is related in any way.
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No I did not like it. It was oily and orange mushy
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I love the pics! You are looking fab, as always, and not even swamp water could make your hair look bad.
The picture that reminds you of "Chistina's World" reminds me of a book I read long ago. It was called "Hawthorne Monster", I think.
It has been ages since I read it. Great book btw, but this picture looks like the cover of that book. Is this where you got it?
Just curious.
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I COULD NOT FIND THE COVER OF THAT BOOK ON TH INTERNET SO I cannot see it. I did not read it no, what is it about?
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I tried to find it too, and I too was unsuccessful. Perhaps, I have the title of the book wrong. I will think of it more and get back to you. I read it over 10 years ago.
Suvine, I added you as a contact on my flickr account. Hope you will accept. I feel comfortable to give you a glimpse into my life, as you give such a candid glimpse of your life to me.
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Oh Thank you. That is cool. make sure it is both accounts. I love flickr. I love it. I love doing the slideshow on my friend's latest photos. SO interesting. I keep up with others that way by looking at what thet see or how they see the world.
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Yes, I love flickr as well.
I can actually see myself transforming over the years, not only through the pics of myself, but through the pics I take of people and places.
Its as if my view of the world is constantly changing as I am changing. An infinite and beautiful metamorphosis of beauty, spirit, thought, talent......
I still have loads of pics to upload. I should be doing more of that when I take a break from writing, instead of watching tv and playing on the net!!
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Would you mind posting this? I am working with 2 different animal rights groups in Bulgaria to stop this kind of atroscity.
Perhaps your readers could help.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kahilgibran/sets/72157602071301990/
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Ok I am for animal rights too, but many because it exploits people. Noone should have the job of killing or causing pain. It's known to be a seedy business for people. Plus it teaches that violence is ok, when it is definitely evil.
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I agree. I used to always have really flat photos. Now they are colorful and there is a story to each one. I love taking photos. I should do that today
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