12/17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24 Case against religion
Look what a great tshirt with great message!
I had watermelon juice and am full. Ice cold sweet, with ice, cold, made me get in the hot
tub to keep warm.. Staring at the ceiling. with my hair floating aound me.
Here is me at the Party. I got my dress at Nordstroms, I got a medium and it was too big
for me, hung down like a smock, so I had to wear a belt. One of my top buttons broke. I
think I got the belt at Hot Topic. My earrings are gold, my pearls I got from this chinese
jeweler. I am wearing a ton of makeup, I got from the urban decay rack at Sephora.
Shoes
: Jessica Simpson shoes from W.P. Box haircolor mom did.
My boss is staying at the same place ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW was filmed in,
in England. 200 euros a night. I think now he is in Venice, Rome or Florence. He
emailed me all day at work. Noone showed up and TIME MATTERS was down. That is our
computer network program.
I just calculated demand letters in boxes. 800 in all I need to finish, at $100 dollars or so a
letter. We have a TON of clients wanting these written, basically just threatening legal acton.
They are so easy,
I can do them sleeping. I have Motions to blah blah for better answers I have to generate,
and piles of Voluntary dismissals to cut and paste, and they are all the same, and I send to
courts. Lick the envelopes, stamp and sign the bosses name with a slash and my initials
after it. I sign documents for him that way. I asked him why can't I just forge his signature?
Send checks, etc. PAPERS, files, and this fun little label maker I play with. I want to start
doing thinking work soon.
I hope he enjoys the Florence food book I got him for xmas. Today my office mate went
home, her daughter was vomiting at school. I asked her what she ate the night before
and she looked at me quizzically, like, it can't be what she ate? Don't be silly! It's a bug!
I ordered Roark lawyer a bday gift , one he will like, and he also wants Chicken tikka
masala. It's a british national dish, its so popular in the UK, its westernized version of
Butter Chicken, popular in Punjab. Man, the things I do. NO no more cooking for me.
I am honestly trying to get the attention off my obvious fruit diet. He hasn't really
noticed yet, I have played it off a little. Like look ! I do not have a weird diet, I cook
meat for you! I am just not hungry, I EAT HEALTHY. I just feel like fruit tonight...
I need to focus on me and saving for my new apartment. Moving out Feb. No more
gifts or huge casseroles. Burn marks on my hands. I really am blanking out. Selling out. Not right.
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I also am not hanging around people who bring me down. And I am not dwelling on the bad,
I simply choose Good. I ignore bad. No thought , just action. I only see good and shut out
the bad.
I expect the best of my friends, the highest qualities. Heroism, revernece, nobility, all those
traits, what we seek as the highest in ourselves. My friends have to be that. The hardest
right choices to make, are the ones I make and expect my friends to too![]()
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Yay Spice Girls! Yay!!
watch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07xqxgmKZj8
Which one are you? I am Posh!
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Eva Mendes butt. lol. I like the eyeliner. I would NEVER EVER pose naked if I had the stature of
Eva. maybe she likes it. For animals? Don't animals need to be doing more for their part, for
animal rights? Lol I saw this
Watch:
http://www.theonion.com/content/video/should_animals_be_doing_more_for
Dec 18
Today I worked along with the endless cacophony, from MY OFFICE MATE's complaining mouth.
All day SHE MOANED about how we are never going to get all our work done. Then I saw her,
for an hour, pick out paint for her husband's office on a website. Colors like HOT COCOA or
CRAFT PAPER. I heard her talk to her husband, and to the people who are painting his office.
I listened to her open Pepsi and it fizzled. I saw her eat these bright orange potato chips,
with a whole wheat baloney and cheese sandwich, while looking at files. She moaned, it is
ONLY 10AM???? Then she complained, and by 2pm she was out of there, she doesn't feel good.
The other Myspace fat girl called her a WHORE when she was referring to her, talking to me
this morning. LOL. I stay out of it, ignore it. I tell them to try the rum cake in the kitchen,
or have some more coffee.
The file clerk wanted to go home at noon, she was so bored. I told her to go home. She
said her paycheck won't let her go. So she has to bear the draconian work of looking for
and trying to find FILES.
Everyday there is a file bin of sheets of papers you have to look up and get the file number,
and file in files, if you find them. Mountains of papers and folders. Then lawyers makes lists of
files they need every day for court she has to pull, and hope that you find them all on time.
Then they have projects like today she had to clear off an entire shelf and stack in his room.
Then she comes and steals files I AM WORKING ON and I get really upset because stuff needs
to be done, and if the notes and files are gone, how do I remember? I feel so bad for her.
I have done that kind of work before. Very lonely and your hands get cut alot. Sometimes
I will be working and she will ask me if I have seen 1656 or 3787 and I am like, for real, you
think I memorize all these numbers? LOL but I do not make fun of her, I just say, No.
To eat today, I had 4 OJ's squeezed, and given to me free, with science books and a Disney
keychain, a xmas gift from the deli guy. He blushes and says THANK YOU a lot to me. I
hardly ever pay for the OJ's. I feel so bad, I do not want to embarrass him by saying no,
or call attention to it, for the other workers, I want to pay. I should. I am giving him the r
eally wrong impression, I take it lightly though.
I also juiced 8 apples this morning with a quarter lemon rind at 7 am. Last night I pigged
out on Mamey and Date smoothies. My hair is blow dried straight. Tonight I will probably
have some tomatoes or some banana/date smoothies.
Myspace girl, since none of the lawyers are here, brought in her daughter, complete with
thermometer and cough syrup added for dramatic effect. She wanted to go home. Good bye!
Don't ask me, don't ever come back if ya want! all alone, today, again as usual.
With Miami in front of my desk. I worked pari passu, all day, nice and easy.
106lbs this morning. I had tea last at work yesterday, that is the only thing I did different.
Dehydrated me.
I want to give myself everything. I want to work hard and create something I love
doing and
every moment I am not myself but the self I should be. I should be perfect. I should
be a pro in
everything I do . All that I do is a success. But it is because I practice.
Meanwhile I eat bananas. Avocado in my fridge I will probably blend with dates later.
I am going to do for myself now.
CANE is on tonight. I hope it is good. Alex is not agood guy, like I thought he was.
A real low person. Still interesting, I guess. His family is the only thing going for him.
Not for long. He makes good choices in that area but terrible in others. Spilt personality.
I am happy, but I am not just saying that, I know I am good. I am it. I am being it is what I DO.
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Dec 19
I woke up and made my friend brownies and his masala with spiced rice. A million spices,
garlic pastes, and ginger, garam powder, creamed cashew, tumeric etc.. authentic recipe
from Punjab. My kitchen was a disaster, now its clean.
I ate bananas.
I took a shower, shampooed, lathered and the conditioned. Loreal pink bottles. No face soap,
ever, maybe a scrubby sometimes. Shaved no lotion. I brushed teeth with no toothpaste. Blow
dried my hair straight, put on a pearl heart necklace, this lacy shirt, pinstriped shirt ,
high heels, and now I am waiting to leave.
Today will be a fast day at work. It will be challenging because I think noone is coming again.
I am stuck at the photocopier for a few hours making copies of things I need copies of. I am
in the kitchen, looking at the fridge. Tangerine in there. I see what people eat. I mean, its so
boring, if I ate cooked food I would go all out. These girls eat the same things everyday.
Bagels. Lite cream cheese and diet cokes. LOL, as if skinny girls drank those. I see swiss
miss containers and french vanilla creamers.
Tuna with a little mayo. That's it? That's all a 300 lb old woman eats? Come on!
I was in the grocery store last night and the quality of the produce is horrendous.
Powdered vegetables, and freeze dried meals. Just add water. What next, meals in pill form?
Noone eats like our grandparents did. They ate pretty gross food.





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Anyways, today is a quiet day. I will work hard and get a lot of work done, the right way,
slow easy, and with a good memory. I have to email my boss and give him messages
and try to get extensions on due dates, since he is out of town and alot of complaints
are due. I already got all the emails. I practically work from home too.
Tangerine segments for breakfast. I eat alot of fruit and sometimes I eat nothing.
Not hungry, always satisfied. I mean I get hungry, but its not for stomach it's for
brain fuel, sweet juice hunger for sweet nectar.
A banana doesn't taste good to many, but it satisfies me, and so do oranges. If I
cut up a bowl of oranges in fourths, it is gone in a few hours, even though I am
not hungry.
Anyways, the supermarket sucks. I need to shop at whole foods. Have some
Longans and Jakfruit.
From now on I am going to only work for myself. I like that better. Work, meaning
stuff outside my legal work. That is considered my work for me, because I am
fascinated by it.
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GREAT BLOG POST!!! I agree!!
blog post
Being discursive, I will now talk about my plans for the future. I will make drastic
changes. One, is not puting up
with any people I feel are wrong for me. I have in the past, done this for eons,
or out of boredom. It drains me and makes holes in me,
leaves me somehow not myself. That includes destructive family members. I
do not feel like drowning nor keep anyone
afloat after they make the millionth mistake. I need to stand up for what is right.
Not accept trash behavior, and
give undeserved time and grudging fake love away. The real stuff which is so
valuable to me, needs to be special and
for those who I admire. I can only help others this way. No artifice can sway me.
I stand on my own two feet. I carry
none. Never again. My pledge.
My friends must fill me up, complement me. My loved ones must deserve it. That
is pretty liberated huh. I am no longer unfledged, but thrown out of the nest.
I must deracinate myself into this new unknown unexperienced positive attitude.
My ties, and ball and chains to bad, are now frangible. I break them.
December 20th
I came to realize that I am happy with myself. I am happy loving myself and
giving myself attention and work. I love working for myself to get all that I want.
I love learning and bettering myself. I am extremely proud of myself for seeing
what it is I am, and what I want. I am proud of
myself for putting me first in everything. That takes a lot of work. It takes work, if it
was easy
everybody would be happy. Difficult things are what makes it harder and better when
you earned it. When I put myself first, I become very aware of this thing, inside, this
amazing power. It's all the best feelings emotions, experiences, it is called existence
and being alive. Not only that, nbu tthe power to change the world.
The tocsin of my alarm clock did not go off this morning, I woke up and just wanted to
lie in bed with myself, so comfortable I was inmy sheets, happy with mysefl. I am my
defender, I am my protector. I will guard myself against all that is bad. I will decide
what that is.
We have no idea how one person can make the entire world better or worse.
For example, one greek philosopher can make the entire western civilization
and another German one can make everything dark and anti self. It all starts with
one person. One mind.
I had a banana and a fresh squeezed oj.
This is what pisses me off, Starbucks has a zumo machine. They usually sell fresh
squeezed OJ in clear plastic glasses, out for grabs. Well ! Today they were out of
fresh squeezed so they opened up juice bottles and poured it into those glasses,
to look fresh. As if!!!!
Another thing that kept me up all night, was the season finale of Survivor. There
is a lunch lady who has min. wage job. On the show she was bitching she should get
the million dollars because she has kids and has shitty job. The anorexic waitress
commented, " This isn't welfare! Just cause she sucks at life!" Anyways, after the
show, they have to wait the entire season aired to finally see who wins the million
dollars on a live 2 hour show from Hollywood. They are all fat a year later. Anyways,
they all go back to their jobs they had when they started the show. The lunch lady,
it turns out, lost her job and is now the janitor of the school, she once made mystery
meat for. She actually lost her job because of her fame, because kids all wanted to
talk to her. She now has to clean toilets. She did not win the Million, or even the
$100,000,Viewer Sprint award. So Burnett , the guy who
owns the show, GAVE her $50,000. Total Charity to reward her sucking at life. Is
he protecting his
show or just rewarding incompetence? Now will all future survivor players use this
strategy,
a form of blackmail?
Begging, sniveling beggar, poverty pope..
How degrading. I celebrate those self abasing qualities, when I feel sorry for someone
throwing me that line.
"Science has heroes, but no gods. The great Names are not our superiors, or even
our rivals, they are passed milestones on our road; and the most important
milestone is the hero yet to come."
I am going to vote. Ron Paul 2008.
Today I will take it easy. I will, noone will be at work. I will have tons to do.
I can dress down a little. I can eat bananas in peace.
WHO HAS MORE RIGHTS< ME OR PLANET EARTH> I SAY I DO!!! Don't believe
anyone who wants to take away your individual rights.
Read email friend sent me:
Here's a just-released summary of a Senate report recounting over
400 prominent scientists who disagree with the "consensus" that any global
warming is human caused. This should give you more fuel for your debates with any
zealots who've already drunk the koolaide. Miss you!! jim
U.S. Senate Report: Over 400 Prominent Scientists Disputed Man-Made Global
Warming Claims in 2007
December 20, 2007
Posted By Marc Morano - Marc_Morano@EPW.Senate.Gov - 9:47 AM ET
U.S. Senate Report: Over 400 Prominent Scientists Disputed Man-Made Global
Warming Claims in 2007
Senate Report Debunks "Consensus"
Complete U.S. Senate Report Now Available: (LINK)
Complete Report without Introduction: (LINK)
INTRODUCTION:
Over 400 prominent scientists from more than two dozen countries recently
voiced significant objections to major aspects of the so-called "consensus" on
man-made global warming. These scientists, many of whom are current and former
participants in the UN IPCC (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change),
criticized the climate claims made by the UN IPCC and former Vice President Al Gore.
The new report issued by the Senate Environment and Public Works Committee’s
office of the GOP Ranking Member details the views of the scientists, the
overwhelming majority of whom spoke out in 2007.
Even some in the establishment media now appear to be taking notice of the
growing number of skeptical scientists. In October, the Washington Post Staff
Writer Juliet Eilperin conceded the obvious, writing that climate skeptics
"appear to be expanding rather than shrinking." Many scientists from around the
world have dubbed 2007 as the year man-made global warming fears “bite the
dust.” (LINK) In addition, many scientists who are also progressive
environmentalists believe climate fear promotion has "co-opted" the green movement. (LINK)
“Many of my colleagues with whom I spoke share these views and report on
their inability to publish their skepticism in the scientific or public media,”
Paldor wrote. [Note: See also July 2007 Senate report detailing how skeptical
scientists have faced threats and intimidation - LINK ]
Scientists from Around the World Dissent
This new report details how teams of international scientists are dissenting
from the UN IPCC’s view of climate science. In such nations as Germany,
Brazil, the Netherlands, Russia, New Zealand and France, nations, scientists banded
together in 2007 to oppose climate alarmism. In addition, over 100 prominent
international scientists sent an open letter in December 2007 to the UN stating
attempts to control climate were “futile.” (LINK)
Paleoclimatologist Dr. Tim Patterson, professor in the department of Earth
Sciences at Carleton University in Ottawa, recently converted from a believer in
man-made climate change to a skeptic. Patterson noted that the notion of a
“consensus” of scientists aligned with the UN IPCC or former Vice President Al
Gore is false. “I was at the Geological Society of America meeting in
Philadelphia in the fall and I would say that people with my opinion were probably in
the majority.”
This new committee report, a first of its kind, comes after the UN IPCC
chairman Rajendra Pachauri implied that there were only “about half a dozen”
skeptical scientists left in the world. (LINK) Former Vice President Gore has
claimed that scientists skeptical of climate change are akin to “flat Earth society
members” and similar in number to those who “believe the moon landing was
actually staged in a movie lot in Arizona.” (LINK) & (LINK)
The distinguished scientists featured in this new report are experts in
diverse fields, including: climatology; oceanography; geology; biology; glaciology;
biogeography; meteorology; oceanography; economics; chemistry; mathematics;
environmental sciences; engineering; physics and paleoclimatology. Some of
those profiled have won Nobel Prizes for their outstanding contribution to their
field of expertise and many shared a portion of the UN IPCC Nobel Peace Prize
with Vice President Gore.
Additionally, these scientists hail from prestigious institutions worldwide,
including: Harvard University; NASA; National Oceanic and Atmospheric
Administration (NOAA) and the National Center for Atmospheric Research (NCAR);
Massachusetts Institute of Technology; the UN IPCC; the Danish National Space
Center; U.S. Department of Energy; Princeton University; the Environmental
Protection Agency; University of Pennsylvania; Hebrew University of Jerusalem; the
International Arctic Research Centre; the Pasteur Institute in Paris; the Belgian
Weather Institute; Royal Netherlands Meteorological Institute; the University
of Helsinki; the National Academy of Sciences of the U.S., France, and Russia;
the University of Pretoria; University of Notre Dame; Stockholm University;
University of Melbourne; University of Columbia; the World Federation of
Scientists; and the University of London.
The voices of many of these hundreds of scientists serve as a direct
challenge to the often media-hyped “consensus” that the debate is “settled.”
A May 2007 Senate report detailed scientists who had recently converted from
believers in man-made global warming to skepticism. [See May 15, 2007 report:
Climate Momentum Shifting: Prominent Scientists Reverse Belief in Man-made
Global Warming - Now Skeptics: Growing Number of Scientists Convert to Skeptics
After Reviewing New Research – (LINK) ]
The report counters the claims made by the promoters of man-made global
warming fears that the number of skeptical scientists is dwindling.
Examples of “consensus” claims made by promoters of man-made climate fears:
Former Vice President Al Gore (November 5, 2007): “There are still people who
believe that the Earth is flat.” (LINK) Gore also compared global warming
skeptics to people who 'believe the moon landing was actually staged in a movie
lot in Arizona' (June 20, 2006 - LINK)
CNN’s Miles O’Brien (July 23, 2007): The scientific debate is over.”
“We're done." O’Brien also declared on CNN on February 9, 2006 that scientific
skeptics of man-made catastrophic global warming “are bought and paid for by the
fossil fuel industry, usually.” (LINK)
On July 27, 2006, Associated Press reporter Seth Borenstein described a
scientist as “one of the few remaining scientists skeptical of the global warming
harm caused by industries that burn fossil fuels.” (LINK)
Dr. Rajendra Pachauri, Chairman of the IPCC view on the number of skeptical
scientists as quoted on Feb. 20, 2003: “About 300 years ago, a Flat Earth
Society was founded by those who did not believe the world was round. That society
still exists; it probably has about a dozen members.” (LINK)
Agence France-Press (AFP Press) article (December 4, 2007): The article noted
that a prominent skeptic “finds himself increasingly alone in his claim that
climate change poses no imminent threat to the planet.”
Andrew Dessler in the eco-publication Grist Magazine (November 21, 2007):
“While some people claim there are lots of skeptical climate scientists out
there, if you actually try to find one, you keep turning up the same two dozen or
so (e.g., Singer, Lindzen, Michaels, Christy, etc., etc.). These skeptics are
endlessly recycled by the denial machine, so someone not paying close
attention might think there are lots of them out there — but that's not the case.
(LINK)
The Washington Post asserted on May 23, 2006 that there were only “a handful
of skeptics” of man-made climate fears. (LINK)
ABC News Global Warming Reporter Bill Blakemore reported on August 30, 2006:
“After extensive searches, ABC News has found no such [scientific] debate”
on global warming. (LINK)
# #
Brief highlights of the report featuring over 400 international scientists:
Israel: Dr. Nathan Paldor, Professor of Dynamical Meteorology and Physical
Oceanography at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem has authored almost 70
peer-reviewed studies and won several awards. “First, temperature changes, as well
as rates of temperature changes (both increase and decrease) of magnitudes
similar to that reported by IPCC to have occurred since the Industrial revolution
(about 0.8C in 150 years or even 0.4C in the last 35 years) have occurred in
Earth's climatic history. There's nothing special about the recent rise!”
Russia: Russian scientist Dr. Oleg Sorochtin of the Institute of Oceanology
at the Russian Academy of Sciences has authored more than 300 studies, nine
books, and a 2006 paper titled “The Evolution and the Prediction of Global
Climate Changes on Earth.” “Even if the concentration of ‘greenhouse gases’
double man would not perceive the temperature impact,” Sorochtin wrote.
Spain: Anton Uriarte, a professor of Physical Geography at the University of
the Basque Country in Spain and author of a book on the paleoclimate, rejected
man-made climate fears in 2007. “There's no need to be worried. It's very
interesting to study [climate change], but there's no need to be worried,” Uriate
wrote.
Netherlands: Atmospheric scientist Dr. Hendrik Tennekes, a scientific pioneer
in the development of numerical weather prediction and former director of
research at The Netherlands' Royal National Meteorological Institute, and an
internationally recognized expert in atmospheric boundary layer processes, “I find
the Doomsday picture Al Gore is painting – a six-meter sea level rise,
fifteen times the IPCC number – entirely without merit,” Tennekes wrote. “I protest
vigorously the idea that the climate reacts like a home heating system to a
changed setting of the thermostat: just turn the dial, and the desired
temperature will soon be reached."
Brazil: Chief Meteorologist Eugenio Hackbart of the MetSul Meteorologia
Weather Center in Sao Leopoldo – Rio Grande do Sul, Brazil declared himself a
skeptic. “The media is promoting an unprecedented hyping related to global warming.
The media and many scientists are ignoring very important facts that point
to a natural variation in the climate system as the cause of the recent global
warming,” Hackbart wrote on May 30, 2007.
France: Climatologist Dr. Marcel Leroux, former professor at Université Jean
Moulin and director of the Laboratory of Climatology, Risks, and Environment
in Lyon, is a climate skeptic. Leroux wrote a 2005 book titled Global Warming
– Myth or Reality? - The Erring Ways of Climatology. “Day after day, the same
mantra - that ‘the Earth is warming up’ - is churned out in all its forms.
As ‘the ice melts’ and ‘sea level rises,’ the Apocalypse looms ever nearer!
Without realizing it, or perhaps without wishing to, the average citizen in
bamboozled, lobotomized, lulled into mindless acceptance. ... Non-believers in
the greenhouse scenario are in the position of those long ago who doubted the
existence of God ... fortunately for them, the Inquisition is no longer with
us!”
Norway: Geologist/Geochemist Dr. Tom V. Segalstad, a professor and head of
the Geological Museum at the University of Oslo and formerly an expert reviewer
with the UN IPCC: “It is a search for a mythical CO2 sink to explain an
immeasurable CO2 lifetime to fit a hypothetical CO2 computer model that
purports to
show that an impossible amount of fossil fuel burning is heating the
atmosphere. It is all a fiction.”
Finland: Dr. Boris Winterhalter, retired Senior Marine Researcher of the
Geological Survey of Finland and former professor of marine geology at University
of Helsinki, criticized the media for what he considered its alarming climate
coverage. “The effect of solar winds on cosmic radiation has just recently
been established and, furthermore, there seems to be a good correlation between
cloudiness and variations in the intensity of cosmic radiation. Here we have a
mechanism which is a far better explanation to variations in global climate
than the attempts by IPCC to blame it all on anthropogenic input of greenhouse
gases. “
Germany: Paleoclimate expert Augusto Mangini of the University of Heidelberg
in Germany, criticized the UN IPCC summary. “I consider the part of the IPCC
report, which I can really judge as an expert, i.e. the reconstruction of the
paleoclimate, wrong,” Mangini noted in an April 5, 2007 article. He added:
“The earth will not die.”
Canada: IPCC 2007 Expert Reviewer Madhav Khandekar, a Ph.D meteorologist, a
scientist with the Natural Resources Stewardship Project who has over 45 years
experience in climatology, meteorology and oceanography, and who has published
nearly 100 papers, reports, book reviews and a book on Ocean Wave Analysis
and Modeling: “To my dismay, IPCC authors ignored all my comments and
suggestions for major changes in the FOD (First Order Draft) and sent me the SOD (Second
Order Draft) with essentially the same text as the FOD. None of the authors
of the chapter bothered to directly communicate with me (or with other expert
reviewers with whom I communicate on a regular basis) on many issues that were
raised in my review. This is not an acceptable scientific review process.”
Czech Republic: Czech-born U.S. climatologist Dr. George Kukla, a research
scientist with the Lamont-Doherty Earth Observatory at University of Columbia
expressed climate skepticism in 2007. “The only thing to worry about is the
damage that can be done by worrying. Why are some scientists worried? Perhaps
because they feel that to stop worrying may mean to stop being paid,” Kukla told
Gelf Magazine on April 24, 2007.
India: One of India's leading geologists, B.P. Radhakrishna, President of the
Geological Society of India, expressed climate skepticism in 2007. “We appear
to be overplaying this global warming issue as global warming is nothing new.
It has happened in the past, not once but several times, giving rise to
glacial-interglacial cycles.”
USA: Climatologist Robert Durrenberger, past president of the American
Association of State Climatologists, and one of the climatologists who gathered at
Woods Hole to review the National Climate Program Plan in July, 1979: “Al Gore
brought me back to the battle and prompted me to do renewed research in the
field of climatology. And because of all the misinformation that Gore and his
army have been spreading about climate change I have decided that ‘real’
climatologists should try to help the public understand the nature of the problem.”
Italy: Internationally renowned scientist Dr. Antonio Zichichi, president of
the World Federation of Scientists and a retired Professor of Advanced Physics
at the University of Bologna in Italy, who has published over 800 scientific
papers: “Significant new peer-reviewed research has cast even more doubt on
the hypothesis of dangerous human-caused global warming."
New Zealand: IPCC reviewer and climate researcher Dr. Vincent Gray, an expert
reviewer on every single draft of the IPCC reports going back to 1990 and
author of The Greenhouse Delusion: A Critique of "Climate Change 2001: “The
[IPCC] ‘Summary for Policymakers’ might get a few readers, but the main purpose of
the report is to provide a spurious scientific backup for the absurd claims
of the worldwide environmentalist lobby that it has been established
scientifically that increases in carbon dioxide are harmful to the climate. It just does
not matter that this ain't so.”
South Africa: Dr. Kelvin Kemm, formerly a scientist at South Africa’s Atomic
Energy Corporation who holds degrees in nuclear physics and mathematics: “The
global-warming mania continues with more and more hype and less and less
thinking. With religious zeal, people look for issues or events to blame on global
warming.”
Poland: Physicist Dr. Zbigniew Jaworowski, Chairman of the Central Laboratory
for the United Nations Scientific Committee on the Effects of Radiological
Protection in Warsaw: ““We thus find ourselves in the situation that the entire
theory of man-made global warming—with its repercussions in science, and its
important consequences for politics and the global economy—is based on ice
core studies that provided a false picture of the atmospheric CO2 levels.”
Australia: Prize-wining Geologist Dr. Ian Plimer, a professor of Earth and
Environmental Sciences at the University of Adelaide in Australia: "There is new
work emerging even in the last few weeks that shows we can have a very close
correlation between the temperatures of the Earth and supernova and solar
radiation.”
Britain: Dr. Richard Courtney, a UN IPCC expert reviewer and a UK-based
climate and atmospheric science consultant: “To date, no convincing evidence for
AGW (anthropogenic global warming) has been discovered. And recent global
climate behavior is not consistent with AGW model predictions.”
China: Chinese Scientists Say C02 Impact on Warming May Be ‘Excessively
Exaggerated’ – Scientists Lin Zhen-Shan’s and Sun Xian’s 2007 study published in
the peer-reviewed journal Meteorology and Atmospheric Physics: "Although the
CO2 greenhouse effect on global climate change is unsuspicious, it could have
been excessively exaggerated." Their study asserted that "it is high time to
reconsider the trend of global climate change.”
Denmark: Space physicist Dr. Eigil Friis-Christensen is the director of the
Danish National Space Centre, a member of the space research advisory committee
of the Swedish National Space Board, a member of a NASA working group, and a
member of the European Space Agency who has authored or co-authored around 100
peer-reviewed papers and chairs the Institute of Space Physics: “The sun is
the source of the energy that causes the motion of the atmosphere and thereby
controls weather and climate. Any change in the energy from the sun received at
the Earth’s surface will therefore affect climate.”
Belgium: Climate scientist Luc Debontridder of the Belgium Weather
Institute’s Royal Meteorological Institute (RMI) co-authored a study in
August 2007
which dismissed a decisive role of CO2 in global warming: "CO2 is not the big
bogeyman of climate change and global warming. “Not CO2, but water vapor is the
most important greenhouse gas. It is responsible for at least 75 % of the
greenhouse effect. This is a simple scientific fact, but Al Gore's movie has hyped
CO2 so much that nobody seems to take note of it.”
Sweden: Geologist Dr. Wibjorn Karlen, professor emeritus of the Department of
Physical Geography and Quaternary Geology at Stockholm University, critiqued
the Associated Press for hyping promoting climate fears in 2007. “Another of
these hysterical views of our climate. Newspapers should think about the damage
they are doing to many persons, particularly young kids, by spreading the
exaggerated views of a human impact on climate.”
USA: Dr. David Wojick is a UN IPCC expert reviewer, who earned his PhD in
Philosophy of Science and co-founded the Department of Engineering and Public
Policy at Carnegie-Mellon University: “In point of fact, the hypothesis that
solar variability and not human activity is warming the oceans goes a long way to
explain the puzzling idea that the Earth's surface may be warming while the
atmosphere is not. The GHG (greenhouse gas) hypothesis does not do this.”
Wojick
added: “The public is not well served by this constant drumbeat of false
alarms fed by computer models manipulated by advocates.”
# # #
Background: Only 52 Scientists Participated in UN IPCC Summary
The over 400 skeptical scientists featured in this new report outnumber by
nearly eight times the number of scientists who participated in the 2007 UN IPCC
Summary for Policymakers. The notion of “hundreds” or “thousands” of UN
scientists agreeing to a scientific statement does not hold up to scrutiny. (See
report debunking “consensus” LINK) Recent research by Australian climate data
analyst Dr. John McLean revealed that the IPCC’s peer-review process for the
Summary for Policymakers leaves much to be desired. (LINK)
Proponents of man-made global warming like to note how the National Academy
of Sciences (NAS) and the American Meteorological Society (AMS) have issued
statements endorsing the so-called "consensus" view that man is driving global
warming. But both the NAS and AMS never allowed member scientists to directly
vote on these climate statements. Essentially, only two dozen or so members on
the governing boards of these institutions produced the "consensus" statements.
This report gives a voice to the rank-and-file scientists who were shut out
of the process. (LINK)
The most recent attempt to imply there was an overwhelming scientific
“consensus” in favor of man-made global warming fears came in December
2007 during
the UN climate conference in Bali. A letter signed by only 215 scientists urged
the UN to mandate deep cuts in carbon dioxide emissions by 2050. But absent
from the letter were the signatures of these alleged “thousands” of scientists.
(See AP article: - LINK )
UN IPCC chairman Rajendra Pachauri urged the world at the December
2007 UN
climate conference in Bali, Indonesia to "Please listen to the voice of
science.”
The science has continued to grow loud and clear in 2007. In addition to the
growing number of scientists expressing skepticism, an abundance of recent
peer-reviewed studies have cast considerable doubt about man-made global
warming
fears. A November 3, 2007 peer-reviewed study found that “solar changes
significantly alter climate.” (LINK) A December 2007 peer-reviewed study
recalculated and halved the global average surface temperature trend between
1980 – 2002.
(LINK) Another new study found the Medieval Warm Period “0.3C warmer than
20th century” (LINK)
A peer-reviewed study by a team of scientists found that "warming is
naturally caused and shows no human influence." (LINK) – Another November 2007
peer-reviewed study in the journal Physical Geography found “Long-term climate
change
is driven by solar insolation changes.” (LINK ) These recent studies were in
addition to the abundance of peer-reviewed studies earlier in 2007. - See "New
Peer-Reviewed Scientific Studies Chill Global Warming Fears" (LINK )
With this new report of profiling 400 skeptical scientists, the world can
finally hear the voices of the “silent majority” of scientists.
LINKS TO COMPLETE U.S. SENATE REPORT: Over 400 Prominent Scientists
Disputed
Man-Made Global Warming Claims in 2007
December 22
Roark lawyer has some good news. He quit his job. His all star
sports client, ( I now know who he is, I see him on the news
everyday, he is really famous in Miami) and him are working
together
on products. He got his own office, with his client's money and is
president of his business. Basically working for him. I guess they
are marketing products. So he says we are celebrating, he says,
and on New yeras we are going to be on a yacht. He says all this
stuff, that he will be making $300,000.00 and that he has even
bigger news and things are really happening for him. I told him to
come over and tell me.
I was rereading the Fountainhead this morning. I read the part
where
Howard Roark got fired and walked away with Austin Heller,
a client
of his former boss, and a house building deal and how he also,
started
like that, and also Austin paid him to get his own office.
And Roark
Lawyer's biggest idol is Howard roark. For his birthday I ordered
him a tshirt with "Howard Roark, Architect" and his logo.
Roark Lawyer is a Liberal though. I will get to him someday about
that.
Go Libertarian! Hippies of the right..
I feel a little bad today.
I stayed home from work. I had a little breakdown in my diet,
but let's
not focus on that , what I learned was, cooked food may taste
good,
but once it is inside the body, I felt death. Distinctly. I had no
idea how
frangible my body is, it could be gone tomorrow, my motor
could stop.
I distinctly felt DEATH, as cooked food lay in my stomach.
I felt death,
old age, ugliness. Dead skin, jowls, decay rot, nothing.
Anyways, I went to the beauty salon this morning and had
THREADING done.
This lady held thread in her teeth and I do not know what she
did, but it hurt!
She lightened my brows and also waxed my upper lip. I
nicknamed her the torture
lady.
She likes that. ![]()
this guy, Frans Lanting takes these beautiful photos. I have a National Geographic open and the photos he took are so great, of the Albatrosses, that I looked up his website.
Look




wow huh???
Ypu go try and photograph bears dancing or albatross nests
Slideshow
http://www.lifethroughtime.com/experience.html
Me and Roark lawyer, my hero, broke up and got back together again tonight. I have got to get out of these really destructive moods where I swear everyone is out to get me. It was the caffiene I had, I swear, He didn't show up for a date, last night, and I flew off the handle today. I sent him a break up email,> and he called me back, crying! he called me crying saying LET ME SHOW YOU how I really feel...He wanted to take me to the Hard Rock casino tonight, he was looking forward to seeing me, he had no idea we had a date yesterday, and on and on. I am so dramatic. But I do come first. Anyways he told me, that actually he wants to spend more time with me than we are and I have it all wrong and he is trying to play it cool, and not call me so much. He really convinced me I was wrong. So he rescheduled the casino hotel next week, unless it coincides with XX"s yacht party we are going on. Tonight he wants to take me to NEWS cafe on South Beach. All I want to do is hide in bed and hug him. I want to show him, I am very serious about him, I want what is good and right, and I want to make the best decisions. I am so sorry I made him so sad he had to cry.
I kind of, think he knew he was supposed to meet me. I trust my own head, I really did feel something was very wrong.. Anyways, he said he wished he could have been with me, he was alone all night, he would have been thrilled to come over. WOW nice He may just be saying sweet things to get me to forgive him.
From now on, its good choices, only. This journal is my guide. See how hard it is to be perfect? It should be the easiest thing in the world. What is right. A little evil is total evil. No such thing as moderation in anything. bad is bad.
Anyways happy happy, I am going to look so hot tonight, red lipstick, tight dress, but I am going to be an angel nonetheless. Hey! This is South Beach! I have been too much of a prude, I am a frigid girl. That is the real me. I do not enjoy sex, I enjoy love and values. Sex for me, is admiring someone's accomplishments and values. Being with that, celebrating that high noble regal revered feeling of love. I think girls who act like they love sex are whores. And the partners you pick, tell you all about yourself. I just think acting like a whore for a guy leaves holes in your spirit. It isn't really you, but a debased you. You are a goddess and pure and good. trying to do and be what is right, is good. You see, one has a choice how to be or feel in ever moment. Ok I am babbling . Noone quote me, or no mean comments, I have no clear idea what I speak. It's juts unconscious vomit. had a rough day.
I watched Kim Kardashian the other day, it was so fake, I couldn't believe it, and it's the mom who is a drama queen.
I am going to have fun tonight, I feel so alive..
- Dec23
- I rode my bike around Coral Gables. I went to Milam's market on Bird Road and took some pictures.

- I love this bridge, reminds me of the tarot card

- I rode by this one I liked it. Nice house.

Look How many rooms
Look Birds on a roof
I like this photo
- I had an unusual time. be careful what you wish for, you may get it!
- I went to R.L.'s place and we clawed at each other, nothing bad, just I was so happy. We lay there in the dark, Belle and Sebastian playing, his cat watching. All i wanted to do was look at him. I speak unspoken compliments. Staring at him, gives me such peace. I do not give anyone compliments anymore. Compliments do not need to be spoken. I get alot. I get it. It was unusually life giving.
- I am so mad at myself for hurting him, for thinking the worst. He is so kind. We were like two walls headed for each other at full speed. He told me he wanted me to be his girlfriend and he would be prepared to take on all responsibilities of that. I tried to blank out but he made sure I understood that. I didn't know what to say. Anyways, he made it clear that he is no longer embarrassed, to want to be with me, all the time, so now he has made all these plans to hang out this week, and he is totally acting awesome. A little scary. I had no idea he was just playing it cool. I love being with him..
- I wish I never opened my big mouth, because I like my personal space to myself and seeing each other once a week and once a day on the weekend. Goodbye to that. He has all these plans. I am arm candy to him. It's fun,but I am hesitant. I keep my mouth shut. I do not know what to say. Hanging around him too much is not good. He eats out all the time and spends so much money. But he is also very smart, and we are celebrating. He has his very own law practice now. He is the boss of himself, lol. He may say his brother is a genius but I have seen him do really smart things. Very forthcoming and good with getting unusual requests.
- Outside, on his patio, I saw in the water there was a party boat conga line in the water, blasting music. We watched it and laughed. It was so weird.
- We saw a violent movie No Country for Old Men I think it was called., at Lincoln road theatre. We ran into a girl he went to Law School with and two of his ex coworkers when he was a prosecutor. They had an outdoor table on Lincoln Road and they ordered bottles of champagne. We sat with them and I learned abut them. They poured me some, I just toasted and ignored it. We made fun of all the people walking by and played with a chihuahua. The girls at the table all stared at me, when I turned my head, I would turn back and see them try to look away.


- It's the girls I catch, always, looking at my chest. Everytime I look away I would look back and they would be staring at them. I would laugh. We sat and I ordered him food. I overheard them talk about how they know people that drop charges on their records for each other. They talked about RL's new client and how it happened. They spoke about girls they hate at work.
- ( everybody has a Myspace girl)
- I was leaning on him and guess who I see walk by? Fred B of Food without Fire, the old raw food restaurant on Sobe. I think his new yoga place has a raw food cafe. Anyways, I hid. I never liked Fred, and he always used to flirt with me, desperately, before he got his girlfriend who turned him back into a cooked food eater. I would be so emabrrassed if he stopped and talked to me, called me Suvine and I would've died. I do not want to be Suvine anymore. That was my raw food alter ego. I go by real name now.
- He is such a serious type, RL, but in a way he is a big baby and he hugs me, let's me order his food, he always wants to be held and led. He really needs care. I coul\dnt stop staring at him. His eyes, his freckles, his hair and his blue eyes all inspure something in me. There is something so unique about his face. He is young. In the midde of a conversation we'll just stare at each other. I remember when we had dinner at he Mandarin hotel one night, all we did was stare.
- He mentioned all I ever seem to eat is fruit and salad. I have been faking alot. One day I am not going to fake anymore and just eat fruit period. Bring over my travel blender.
- In the theatre he ran into another blonde he went to law school, with who did it with his ex roomate once on his couch, he was so pissed. He told me the story. Her eyes lit up when she saw me. She then turned to him and said, " Talk to you after the movie" . Yeah right bitch try it. But no, I am nice and pleasant and always shake hands. but what I think is different.
- On our way back to his place we ran into another couple in the middle of the street. Lots of coincidences on the happiest night of my life. Another Lawyer he is working on a deal with.. His girlfriend staring at my chest. Just the girls look. I notice. Guys I never ever catch. She got out of the car to shake my hand. His friend said to me, if he didn't take care of me, he is fired!
- Right now he has one client but he say his client is bringing in other allstars. He made the deal with him, he said, " Instead of paying my boss $300 an hour, you can pay that to me a day and I will only work for you." Stolen client, like that. He told his boss, he quit and is taking that client with him, his boss offered him $30,ooo more a year to stay, he said no.
- We went out to eat several times. I just got fruits or chopped tomatoes and guacamole. He eats stuff like Pancakes, steak and eggs, I ordered him a salmon panini..but he eats really bad. Loves Captain Crunch, LOVES FOOD.
- He wants to hang out tomorrow, I will try to maybe push it to Wed. I can't be suffocated, and I do like him, but I wish I never opened my mouth. I wish I played it cool. I had no idea HOW much he liked me. It feels really nice. He really does like me. He called his brother and wanted me to talk to him. His brother is some sort of weird genius. Won three times, instead of paying $75 grand, to be in the biggest poker league, got a choice of Harvard, Yale or Stanford..went to harvard Law and is working for the biggest tax company, is a big math prodigy child, and read the New York Times at age 4. Weird huh?
The purpose of this journal is to get where I am doing everything I want perfectly and making all the good choices. That is my goal. I really need to focus more than I have. I want to definitely reach where I can consider everything I do and all the choices I make to be perfect. I need to cut out meaningless persiflages, and also losing myself in situations. I need to discover what is bigger than me, and do it. What work is bigger than me, my life's goal. I want everything to have its purpose and it's challenge and I want to win in everything. I want to be good and
Bad NEWS
Uk model Model Katie Price just downsized from 32h to 32d. That is smaller than me. I think it is a huge mistake. She was the reason I wanted breasts, I fell in love with her. She is just a T& A girl, but I just saw how worshipped she was. How I worshipped her. Why? There is something wonderful about breasts, thie bigger the better, I think. Why did I want that? I do not know. I know I want to be known for something genius. Something great. I want to love myself more than I do. I can say I do a little more. But its because of my actions. I am proud of myself. I am cleaning myself free from all the bad things, I am rejecting what does not benefit me. Are breasts good or evil? I think they are good. But they so easily can be turned into something dirty and perverted. Its a fine line. One must have a good head on.
Katie Price and Peter Andre, big Uk celebrities. He is in a boy band. they have a show on E entertainment, she is almost a billionaire. Her perfume is number 1 in England, she sells clothing, books, lingerie, models, She even writes children's books about ponies and was voted mom of the year by a magazine. Her first child is from a famous soccer player and is disabled. She does crazy things as well, like make out with her sister and gets drunk, which is disappointing. Tabloids love her. I say she is a feminist. Peter Andre adores her, he was shaking and he cried at their wedding.
I am writing tonight. I have so much to put on paper.
I respect her because she markets herself and not every girl like her can do that. There are plenty of girls with freak bodies, but she can do it well, carries herself good. Her favorite color is pink.. She is pretty to look at. I saw her wedding on tv in a castle with all these celebrities, and a cinderella carriage and it was so pretty. Why would she get a reduction?
I just had a banana and cherry smoothie.
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I want to do everything right, I want to make all the right choices. That time to do that is in the present.
the only time to make the right choices is in the present. I need to choose now. Always good. I want to earn self respect. I want to erase all bad, re write and re create my life anew each day. I want to finally be worthy of being me, I want to know when I look in the mirror that I have myself to be proud of, I have myself to thank.
In this moment I want to make all the right choices. Now does that mean I have to do things I do not want to do, yes, it does. If it is right, I need to do it. Even if I do not feel like it. Just cause I want something does not make it right. There are consequences for every choice good and bad Long and short term. I need to stop being a baby and checking out, hoping someone will pick up the pieces or I can just just hide from reality for a little while. Or lock myself in my room for a few days. That is really checking out of reality. And there is consequences. I need to be in reality. I need to be aware that I am watching me at all times, and I am judging myself. My how we would act if we knew everyone was watching. Well everyone is watching, the only everyone that is around, is ME. Them, they are only there because I perceive them. I know all there is to know.
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24th
First thing I need to do now, is to follow my fruitarian diet to a TEE, to perfection. Then everything else will follow. plurging, binging is not acceptable and always regrettable. Never enjoyable. Never truly satisfying, always a blank ot or causes my body to feel sick and bloated. Never again. Only fruit until I say so.
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In a 1963 essay for [Ayn] Rand’s newsletter, Mr. Greenspan dismissed as a “collectivist” myth the idea that businessmen, left to their own devices, “would attempt to sell unsafe food and drugs, fraudulent securities, and shoddy buildings.” On the contrary, he declared, “it is in the self-interest of every businessman to have a reputation for honest dealings and a quality product.”
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PLAYBOY: "Has no religion, in your estimation, ever offered anything of constructive value to human life?"
RAND: "Qua religion, no—in the sense of blind belief, belief unsupported by, or contrary to, the facts of reality and conclusions of reason. Faith, as such, is extremely detrimental to human life: it is the negation of reason."
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"[F]aith and force. . . . are corollaries: every period of history dominated by mysticism ( religion) , was a period of statism, of dictatorship, of tyranny."
"The Middle Ages were an era of mysticism, ruled by blind faith and blind obedience to the dogma that faith is superior to reason. The Renaissance was specifically the rebirth of reason, the liberation of man's mind, the triumph of rationality over mysticism—a faltering, incomplete, but impassioned triumph that led to the birth of science, of individualism, of freedom."
["The Left: Old and New," Return of the Primitive: The Anti-Industrial Revolution, 162.]
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The Case against religion
click http://www.positiveatheism.org/hist/johnson0.htm
RELIGION IS LARGELY INHERITED
The Mentality of the Common Man Is Very Low
RELIGIOUS CUSTOMS ARE STUPID
Prayers are worthless
CONFLICTS WITH SCIENCE
The Bible Abounds With Discrepancies
GOD OF THE BIBLE IS A MONSTER
Religion Mutilates children
The Evidence for the Existence of God Is Worse Than Flimsie
9/11 is proof that people are assholes for Religion
Very 1984- ish, You do not matter, only will of god and serving others
The Bible Incites Men to Crime
The Bible Still Promotes Bloodshed
There Are Grave Doubts Whether Christ Ever Lived ( he didnt live,I say for sure)
Christ Healed Fewer Persons (if any), Than the Average Doctor!!!
Why Does God Allow Criminals to Prosper?
Men, Fit to be Called Men, Must Have the Courage to Express ThemselvesReligion is contrary to reasonBible is anti woman, pro taliban like attitude towards us
The Bible Is Full of Obscene, Vulgar, Lewd, and Filthy Stories and Language.
Christian customs are just as ridiculous. Eating pinches of bread and sipping wine or grape juice are supposed to give the Christian a taste of the flesh and blood of Christ — of course, the bread and wine must first be blessed by the priest or preacher, and by magic incantations and abracadabra, rig-a-ma-role and hocus-pocus transferred into the things it is claimed to be. It is thus impossible for the Christian church to get away from the cannibalistic theory of blood sacrifices. The whole of religion is based on morbidity. Anything promoting happiness is supposed to be wrong.
The Christian religion has attacked sex and sex desire as one of the greatest sins. Catholic priests are supposed to be celibates, and nuns and monks are required to take an oath that they will never have sexual satisfaction.
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Many eminent authorities claim that no such person as Christ ever lived, any more than such gods as Mars, Isis, Woden, Siva, Zeus, Jupiter, Juno, Baal, and a host of other reputed gods ever lived. Their lives have all been based on myths. Why the Christian believes in one myth rather than another is hard to determine.
They say that there is practically no evidence, of the life, of such a person, in the writings of the at the time, contemporary historians as when he lived, not once.
A man who healed thousands by the touch of his hand, who died and was resurrected, would be so well known that his acts would be recorded at the time. Statues would have been raised to him, inscriptions carved, histories written, at the time. While the trivial events of those times were often recorded, nothing authentic has come to light of the life of Christ written at the time.
No such records have been uncovered, contemporary with Christ, indicating his existence.
Even Christians doubt the stories of the gods of other religions and cults; and the latter doubt the stories of the Christians, with their tales of ghosts, angels, devils, Satan, cherubim, seraphim, and all the unseen evil and good spirits of the Bible.
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The Columbia Encyclopedia notes that "when a man becomes conscious of a power above and beyond the human, and recognizes a dependence of himself upon that power, religion has become a factor in his being."
You cannot have god without religion, and religion without god. Those two are one. -You can't believe in god and Not be religious.- A is A. Let's make this very clear.
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This is from a psycho-therapist PhD, I agree with it. Religious people are crazy.
http://www.geocities.com/bororissa/rel.html
Let us look at the main psychotherapeutic goals. On the basis of twenty years of clinical experien{blah blah—} I would say that the psychotherapist tries to help his patients to be minimally anxious and hostile; and to this end, he tries to help them to acquire the following kind of personality traits:
Self-interest. The emotionally healthy individual should primarily be true to himself and not masochistically sacrifice himself for others.
Self-direction. He should assume responsibility for his own life, be able independently to work out his own problems.
Tolerance. He should fully give other human beings the right to be wrong; and while disliking or abhorring some of their behavior, still not blame them, as persons, for performing this dislikeable behavior.
Scientific thinking. He should be objective, rational and scientific; and be able to apply the laws of logic and of scientific method not only to external people and events, but to himself and his interpersonal relationships.
Commitment. He should be vitally absorbed in something outside of himself, whether it be people, things, or ideas; and should preferably have at least one major creative interest, as well as some outstanding human involvement, which is highly important to him, and around which he structures a good part of his life.
Self-acceptance. He should normally be glad to be alive, and to like himself just because he is alive, because he exists, and because he (as a living being) invariably has some power to enjoy himself, to create happiness and joy. He should not equate his worth or value to himself on his extrinsic achievements, or on what others think of him, but on his personal existence; on his ability to think, feel, and act, and thereby to make some kind of an interesting, absorbed life for himself.
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Now, does religion—by which again, I mean faith unfounded on fact, or dependence on some supernatural deity—help human beings to achieve these healthy traits and thereby to avoid becoming anxious, depressed, and hostile?
-The answer, of course, is that it doesn’t help at all; and in most respects it seriously sabotages mental health. For religion, first of all, is not self-interest; it is god-interest.
—The religious person must, by virtual definition, be so concerned with whether or not his hypothesized god loves him, and whether he is doing the right thing to continue to keep in this god’s good graces, that he must, at very best, put himself second and must sacrifice some of his most cherished interests to appease this god. If, moreover, he is a member of any organized religion, then he must choose his god’s precepts first, those of this church and it’s clergy second, and his own views and preferences third.
NO VIEWS OF HIS OWN
In a sense, the religious person must have no real views of his own; and it is presumptuous of him, in fact, to have any. In regard to sex-love affairs, to marriage and family relations, to business, to politics, and to virtually everything else that is important in his life, he must try to discover what his god and his clergy would like him to do; and he must primarily do their bidding.
Masochistic self-sacrifice is an integral part of almost all organized religions: as shown, for example, in the various forms of ritualistic self-deprivation that Jews, Christians, Mohammedans, and other religionists must continually undergo if they are to keep in good with their assumed gods.
Masochism, indeed, stems form an individuals’s deliberately inflicting pain on himself in order that he may guiltlessly permit himself to experience some kind of sexual or other pleasure; and the very essence of most organized religions is the performance of masochistic, guilt-soothing rituals, by which the religious individual gives himself permission to enjoy life.
Religiosity, to a large degree, essentially is masochism; and both are forms of mental sickness.
In regard to self-direction, it can easily be seen from what just been said that the religious person is by necessity dependant and other-directed rather that independent and self-directed. If he is true to his religious beliefs he must first bow down to his god; to the clergy who this god’s church; and third, to all the members of his religious sect, who are eagle-eyedly watching him to see whether he defects an iota from the conduct his god and his church define as proper.
If religion, therefore, is largely masochism, it is even more dependency. For a man to be a true believer and to be strong and independent is impossible; religion and self-sufficiency are contradictory terms.
Tolerance again, is a trait that the firm religionist cannot possibly possess. "I am the Lord thy God and thou shalt have no other gods before me", saith Jehovah. Which means in plain English, that whatever any given god and his clergy believe must be absolutely, positively true; and whatever any other person or group believes must be absolutely, positive false.
Democracy, permissiveness, and the acceptance of human fallibility are quite alien to the real religionist—since he can only believe that the creeds and commands of his particular deity should, ought, and must be obeyed, and that anyone who disobeys the is patently a knave.
Religion, with its definitional absolutes, can never rest with the concept of an individual’s wrong doing or making mistakes, but must inevitably all to this the notion of his sinning and of his deserving to be punished for his sins. For, if it is merely desirable for you to refrain from harming others or committing other misdeeds, as any non-religious code of ethics will inform you that it is, then if you make a mistake and do commit some misdeeds, you are merely a wrong-doer, or one who is doing an undesirable deed and who should try to correct himself and do less wrong in the future. But is it is god-given, absolute law that you shall not, must not do a wrong act, and actually do it, you are then a mean, miserable sinner, a worthless being, and must severely punish yourself (perhaps eternally, in hell) for being a wrongdoer, being a fallible human.
Religion, then, by setting up absolute, god-given standards, must make you self-deprecating and dehumanized when you err; and must lead you to despise and dehumanize others when they act badly. This kind of absolutistic, perfectionistic thinking is the prime creator of the two most corroding of human emotions: anxiety and hostility.
If one of the requisites for emotional health is acceptance of uncertainty, then religion is obviously the unhealthiest state imaginable:
Since its prime reason for being is to enable the religionist to believe a mystical certainty.
Just because life is so uncertain, and because millions of people think that they cannot take its vicissitudes, they invent absolutistic gods, and thereby pretend that there is some final, invariant answer to things. Patently, these people are fooling themselves—and instead of healthfully admitting that they do not need certainty, but can live comfortably in this often disorderly world, they stubbornly protect their neurotic beliefs by insisting that there must be the kind of certainty that they foolishly believe that they need.
This is like a child’s believing that he must have a kindly father in order to survive; and then, when his father is unkindly, or perhaps has died and is nonexistent, he dreams up a father (who may be a neighbor, a movie star, or a pure figment of his imagination) and he insists that this dream-father actually exists.
To believe in any of these religions, therefore, is to be unscientific at least to some extent; and it could be contended that the more religious one is, the less scientific one tends to be. Although a religious person need not be entirely unscientific (as, for that matter, a raving maniac need not be either), it is difficult to see how he could be perfectly scientific.
Not all forms of commitment, in other words, are equally healthy. The grand inquisitors of the medieval catholic church were utterly dedicated to their "holy" work, and Hitler and many of his associates were fanatically committed to their Nazi doctrines. But this hardly proves that they are emotionally human beings.
When religious individuals are happily committed to faith, they often tend to be fanatically and dogmatically committed in an obsessive-compulsive way that itself is hardly desirable. Religious commitment may well be better for a human being than no commitment to anything. But religion, to a large degree, is fanaticism—which, in turn, is an obsessive-compulsive, rigid form of holding to a viewpoint that invariably masks and provides a bulwark for the underlying insecurity of the obsessed individual.
In regard to risk-taking, it should be obvious that the religious person is highly determined not to be adventurous nor to take any of life’s normal risks. He strongly believes in unvalidatable assumptions precisely because he does not want to risk following his own preferences and aims, but wants the guarantee that some higher power will back him.
Enormously fearing failure, and falsely defining his own worth as a person in terms of achievement, he sacrifices time, energy, and material goods and pleasures to the worship of the assumed god, so that he can at least be sure that this god loves and supports him. All religions worthy of the names are distinctly inhibiting—which means, in effect, that the religious person sells his soul, surrenders his own basic urges and pleasures, so that he may feel comfortable with the heavenly helper that he himself has invented. Religion, then is needless inhibition.
Finally, in regard to self-acceptance, it should again be clear that the religious devotee cannot possibly accept himself just because he is alive, because he exists and has, by mere virtue of his aliveness, some power to enjoy himself. Rather, he must make his self-acceptance utterly contingent on the acceptance of his definitional god, the church and clergy who also serve this god, and all other true believers in his religion.
If we want to look at the problems of human disturbance a little differently, we may ask ourselves, "What are the irrational ideas which people believe and through which they drive themselves into severe states of emotional sickness?"
Irrational idea No. 1 is the idea that it is a dire necessity for an adult to be loved or approved of by all the significant figures in his life. This idea is bolstered by the religious philosophy that if you cannot get certain people to love or approve of you, you can always fall back on god’s love. The thought, however, that it is quite possible for you to live comfortably in the world whether or not other people accept you is quite foreign to both emotionally disturbed people and religionists.
Irrational idea No.2 is the idea that you must be thoroughly competent, adequate, and achieving in all possible respects, otherwise you are worthless. The religionists say that no, you need not be competent and achieving, and in fact can be thoroughly inadequate—as long as god loves you and you are a member in good standing of the church. But this means, of course, that you must be a competent and achieving religionist—else you are no damned good.
Irrational idea No.3 is the notion that certain people are bad, wicked, and villainous and that they should be severely blamed and punished for their sins. This is the ethical basis, of course, of virtually all true religions. The concepts of quilt, blaming, and sin are, in fact, almost synonymous with that of revealed religion.
Irrational idea No. 4 is the belief that it is horrible, terrible, and catastrophic when things are not going the way you would like them to go. This idea, again, is the very core of religiousity, since the religious person invariably believes that just because he cannot stand being frustrated, and just because he must keep worrying about things turning out badly, he needs a supreme deity to supervise his thoughts and deeds and to protect him from anxiety and frustrations. ( I have seen this personally)
Irrational idea No. 5 is the idea that human unhap
piness is externally caused and that people have little or no ability to control their sorrows or rid themselves of their negative feelings. Once again, this notion is the essence of religion, since real religions invariably teach you that only by trusting in god and relying on praying to him will you be able to control your sorrows of counteract your negative emotions. ( also that god and religion is necessary because they teache what is wrong and right, I must concur, I can see myself, what is right and wrong for me, in my own actions! I am very able.)
If you think about the matter carefully, you will see this close connection between mental illness and religion is inevitable and invariant, since neurosis of psychosis is something of a high-class name for childishness or dependency; and religion, when correctly used, is little more that a synonym for dependency.
In the final analysis, then, religion is neurosis. This is why I remarked, at a symposium on sin and psychotherapy held by the American Psychological Association a few years ago, that from a mental health standpoint Voltaire’s famous dictum should be reversed: for if there were a god, it would be necessary to uninvent him. ( lol ahahah would we really WANT one? lol that is too funny!!)
Dr Albert Ellis is a scholar who holds a Ph.D degree in psychotherapy.
What a great report, I shortened it quite a bit. I need to send this to my mom, she is a therapist.
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George Carlin : funny man
GEORGE CARLIN ON RELIGION
In the Bullshit Department, a businessman can't hold a candle to a clergyman.
'Cause I gotta tell you
the truth, folks. When it comes to bullshit, big-time, major league bullshit, you
have to stand in awe
of the all-time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims, religion. No
contest. No contest.
Religion.
Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion
has actually convinced
people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything
you do, every minute of
every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not
want you to do. And if you
do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and
burning and torture and
anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and
scream and cry forever and
ever 'til the end of time!
But He loves you. He loves you, and He needs money! He always
needs money! He's all-powerful,
all-perfect, all-knowing, and all-wise, somehow just can't handle money!
Religion takes in billions
of dollars, they pay no taxes, and they always need a little more. Now,
you talk about a good bullshit
story. Holy Shit!
But I want you to know something, this is sincere, I want you to know,
when it comes to believing in God,
I really tried. I really, really tried. I tried to believe that there is a God,
who created each of us in His own
image and likeness, loves us very much, and keeps a close eye on things.
I really tried to believe that,
but I gotta tell you, the longer you live, the more you look around, the more
you realize, something is
fucked up.
Something is wrong here. War, disease, death, destruction, hunger, filth,
poverty, torture, crime, corruption,
and the Ice Capades. Something is definitely wrong. This is not good
work. If this is the best God can do,
I am not impressed. Results like these do not belong on the résumé
of a Supreme Being. This is the kind
of shit you'd expect from an office temp with a bad attitude. And just between
you and me, in any decently-
run universe, this guy would've been out on his all-powerful ass a long time
ago. And by the way, I say
"this guy", because I firmly believe, looking at these results, that if there is a
God, it has to be a man.
No woman could or would ever fuck things up like this. So, if there is a God,
I think most reasonable
people might agree that he's at least incompetent, and maybe, just maybe,
doesn't give a shit. Doesn't
give a shit, which I admire in a person, and which would explain a lot of
these bad results.
So rather than be just another mindless religious robot, mindlessly and
aimlessly and blindly believing that
all of this is in the hands of some spooky incompetent father figure who
doesn't give a shit, I decided to
look around for something else to worship. Something I could really count on.
And immediately, I thought of the sun. Happened like that. Overnight I became
a sun-worshipper. Well,
not overnight, you can't see the sun at night. But first thing the next morning,
I became a sun-worshipper.
Several reasons. First of all, I can see the sun, okay? Unlike some other gods
I could mention, I can actually
see the sun. I'm big on that. If I can see something, I don't know, it kind of helps the credibility along, you know?
So everyday I can see the sun, as it gives me everything I need; heat, light, food,
flowers in the park, reflections
on the lake, an occasional skin cancer, but hey. At least there are no crucifixions,
and we're not setting people
on fire simply because they don't agree with us.
Sun worship is fairly simple. There's no mystery, no miracles, no pageantry, no
one asks for money, there are no
songs to learn, and we don't have a special building where we all gather once
a week to compare clothing.
And the best thing about the sun, it never tells me I'm unworthy. Doesn't tell me
I'm a bad person who needs
to be saved. Hasn't said an unkind word. Treats me fine. So, I worship the sun.
But, I don't pray to the sun.
Know why? I wouldn't presume on our friendship. It's not polite.
I've often thought people treat God rather rudely, don't you? Asking trillions and
trillions of prayers every day.
Asking and pleading and begging for favors. Do this, gimme that, I need a
new car, I want a better job. And
most of this praying takes place on Sunday His day off. It's not nice. And
it's no way to treat a friend. But
people do pray,
and they pray for a lot of different things, you know, your sister needs an
operation on her crotch, your brother
was arrested for defecating in a mall. But most of all, you'd really like to
fuck that hot little redhead down at the
convenience store. You know, the one with the eyepatch and the clubfoot?
Can you pray for that? I think you'd
have to. And I say, fine. Pray for anything you want. Pray for anything, but
what about the Divine Plan?
Remember that? The Divine Plan. Long time ago, God made a Divine Plan.
Gave it a lot of thought, decided
it was a good plan, put it into practice. And for billions and billions of years,
the Divine Plan has been doing
just fine. Now, you come along, and pray for something. Well suppose the
thing you want isn't in God's Divine
Plan? What do you want Him to do? Change His plan? Just for you? Doesn't
it seem a little arrogant? It's a
Divine Plan. What's the use of being God if every run-down shmuck with a
two-dollar prayerbook can come
along and fuck up Your Plan?
And here's something else, another problem you might have: Suppose your
prayers aren't answered.
What do you say? "Well, it's God's will." "Thy Will Be Done." Fine, but if it's
God's will, and He's going
to do what He wants to anyway, why the fuck bother praying in the first place?
Seems like a big waste
of time to me! Couldn't you just skip the praying part and go right to His Will?
It's all very confusing.
So to get around a lot of this, I decided to worship the sun. But, as I said, I
don't pray to the sun. You
know who I pray to? Joe Pesci. Two reasons: First of all, I think he's a good
actor, okay? To me, that
counts. Second, he looks like a guy who can get things done. Joe Pesci
doesn't fuck around. In fact,
Joe Pesci came through on a couple of things that God was having trouble with.
For years I asked God to do something about my noisy neighbor with the
barking dog, Joe Pesci
straightened that cocksucker out with one visit. It's amazing what you can
accomplish with a simple baseball bat.
So I've been praying to Joe for about a year now. And I noticed something.
I noticed that all the prayers
I used to offer to God, and all the prayers I now offer to Joe Pesci, are being
answered at about the same
50% rate. Half the time I get what I want, half the time I don't. Same as God,
50-50. Same as the four-leaf
clover and the horseshoe, the wishing well and the rabbit's foot, same as the
Mojo Man, same as the
Voodoo Lady who tells you your fortune by squeezing the goat's testicles,
it's all the same: 50-50.
So just pick your superstition, sit back, make a wish, and enjoy yourself.
And for those of you who look to The Bible for moral lessons and literary
qualities, I might suggest
a couple of other stories for you. You might want to look at the Three Little
Pigs, that's a good one.
Has a nice happy ending, I'm sure you'll like that. Then there's Little Red
Riding Hood, although it does
have that X-rated part where the Big Bad Wolf actually eats the grandmother.
Which I didn't care for,
by the way.
And finally, I've always drawn a great deal of moral comfort from Humpty
Dumpty. The part I like the best?
"All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put Humpty Dumpty
back together again." That's
because there is no Humpty Dumpty, and there is no God. None, not one,
no God, never was.
In fact, I'm gonna put it this way. If there is a God, may he strike this
audience dead! See? Nothing
happened. Nothing happened? Everybody's okay? All right, tell you what,
I'll raise the stakes a little bit.
If there is a God, may he strike me dead. See? Nothing happened, oh,
wait, I've got a little cramp in my leg.
And my balls hurt. Plus, I'm blind. I'm blind, oh, now I'm okay again,
must have been Joe Pesci, huh?
God Bless Joe Pesci. Thank you all very much. Joe Bless You!

CHILD Abuse
From
http://www.positiveatheism.org/hist/johnson0.htm
We are told that there is a God with supreme power over everything. He cannot be seen, heard, touched, smelled or tasted. We are supposed to take the Sunday school teachers' word for it.
We are told that the Son of God was born of a woman who had never had sexual intercourse with a man. Children only vaguely understand this.
We are taught that when we die our soul survives. There is no proof. We are expected to accept the statement without proof. Each man who tells us of the survival of the soul in Heaven has a different conception. We do not know where Heaven is. We do not know what a soul is. We may be told of Hell, but it cannot be shown to us.
The things we are told about religion are mythical, impossible of proof, and we are expected to believe them because our parents or the priests or preachers tell us they are true.
As children we have no way of investigating the facts and arriving at the truth. We dare not show doubts, dare not ask for proof, and usually accept what we are told without questioning it. Our parents have accepted what they were told by their parents, and the priests and preachers got their first information from their parents, and later from books written by priests and preachers who got their information from other priests or preachers.
As children we are not taught all sides of all religious questions. In fact, every effort is made by most religions to prevent children from getting any favorable information about any religion other than that of their parents, or of the priest or preacher who has charge of filling their minds with the things he wants them to believe.
Having developed no reasoning faculty we accept the statements made to us. We can do nothing else. The early training becomes a habit. A special portion of the brain is apparently developed and the early impressions of religion are deeply recorded in that part, just as the erroneous belief in Santa Claus is impressed on young minds devoid of the ability to discern the falsity of the fable.
If each child were allowed to wait until of mature age before investigating religions and was then required to study all religions and all opposition to religions, few persons would be believers.
The world is religious because children are given only one side of a many-sided question.
There are thousands of religious beliefs, the leaders of each claiming theirs to be the only true one. The children of each of the followers of these religions are taught that theirs is the only true religion. If you are a Catholic, were you told, "The Methodists have the only true religion?" No, you were taught that there was only one true religion, only one true church, and that was the Catholic Church. So it has been with each child in each religion. ![]()
CHILD ABUSE IN THE FORM OF Religious GENITAL MUTILATION
Genital mutilation is unacceptable under any circumstances. To do it to children incapable of understanding but capable of suffering is barbarous and evil. (If everybody else stoned their kids, would your parents have done that to you? Probably.)
Unwarranted religious mutilatation and caused many men and women to be disfigured. This is hush hush and disgusting. One of the commonly cited reasons is religion. Some followers of the three major traditions - Judaism, Christianity, and Islam - believe that circumcision is a necessary part of their relationship with God.An infant hasn't developed the ability to form its own opinions on religion and its own health. Therefore, it can't offer its consent for this harmful and unnecessary procedure. If the parents truly believe that circumcision is an essential part of the child's spiritual life, then they can teach the child to make that decision for himself once he is old enough to do so. In the meantime, any attempts to circumcise an underage child should be viewed as a form of child abuse and dealt with accordingly.Mutilation is defined as being “Disfigurement or injury by removal or destruction of any conspicuous or essential part of the body” (Stedman’s Medical Dictionary, 26th Edition, 1995)
The possible side effects of female genital mutilation are numerous. They include urine retention, haemorrhaging, infection, pain, menstrual complications, infertility, loss of sexual pleasure or inability to perform sexual intercourse, death and psychological disturbances. In some cases, babies have been seriously harmed during prolonged labour, due to circumcision, resulting in brain damage or death of the child (Abdallah, 1982).
Genital mutilation is usually performed as either a religious ritual or to gain acceptance within the society. While the UN Declaration of Human Rights states that everyone has the freedom to practice their religion, many people object when the rituals involved in practicing a religion involve hurting another human being, especially a minor. ( I OBJECT)
Mere assertion that ritual circumcision is seen as a religious duty is equally valueless in discharging the burden of proof: it may provide a reason but it does not provide a justification, or in other words it may explain but does not excuse. Price, 1996, page 4

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1. Please present extraordinary evidence in
support of Jesus’ bodily resurrection.
2. Please present extraordinary evidence
that, after wandering about for awhile,
Jesus rose bodily into the cosmos.
that Jesus was born via mammalian parthenogenesis. It should be noted that parthenogenesis is not possible in the human species, which makes evidential demands even more pressing
4. Please present extraordinary evidence
that the following biblical characters
attained the following ages:
(4a) Adam, 930 years.
(4b) Noah, 950 years.
(4c) Abraham, 175 years.
(4d) Sarah, 127 years.
5. Please present extraordinary evidence that immaterial, immortal
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