me 3/17

This is the room, that started it all.
I went out to eat with mom. I do not like to go out to eat anymore.
Everytime I go out to a restaurant it takes me days to feel good again.
I have a food thing. I eat for social reasons. Nervous. I eat to take others
to eat, I spend a ton of money on others. I spent 100$, 60$ and today 40
$ on others out at restaurants, and I don;t even like that food.
I ate two plates of Jerusalem salad of tomatoes, cukes and bell peppers in
a light tahini dressing. Just to eat something. I dont like eating food out.
I went and bought some fruit today.
This guy Saul who has a fruit farm now sells his fruit to the people at the
Coral Gables Farmer's market. He calls Caimito's caimitos when I say they are
Star Apples
Saul talked about his fruit farm and how all these young transient girls are
coming to live and work with him because he has set up an organic farm work
trade thing. He must be happy.
I bought two lbs
These are the best longans I ever tasted, this is REAL food!!!!
In season fruits I post here.
Took a night stroll last night, blood red fountain.

From the Carnival Festival
I love the trees around here
Fountains are pretty, everyone has them it seems like
Dalmatian waiting for its owner to eat food, what torture huh?
South Beach is Spring break time, pretty disgusting.
2 things I hate: poverty and ugliness!
I saw 10,000 BC. I hated it, it was such a bad story line, about savages with
voodoo spirit lore and so hoakey. I get enough hoak from LOST, I don't need
to pay for it for more. I do like my LOST hoak though. but thats the limit.
There was something wrong with this dragonffly
More fountains

Saint Patrick's day party is tomorrow.Its a real gift to love yourself, no wonder people pay top price for it,
I see this and I want it, I see the pride one has in oneself, in one's person,
the value one attaches to the body one owns. take care of it. Its more than a temple,
it's god, the self.
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To eat today, coconut mylk with cacao, longans, sapodillas, caimitos, and
I worked
out the firm workout.
I might go jogging or download, rent Marilyn Monroe movies.
There is St Patricks day parties and festivals. I live right downtown
so I always hear
things going on.
I signed up for Tennis clinic at the Biltmore Hotel Thursday
night. If I like the class I will sign
up. I can do tennis! They even have midnight tennis. I may
have to go Monday after work instead.
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I am such a great person. I am. I am wonderful .
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3/17
History suggests that capitalism is a necessary condition for political freedom.
Milton Friedman
Every friend of freedom must be as revolted as I am by the prospect
of turning the United States into an armed camp, by the vision of jails
filled with casual drug users and of an army of enforcers empowered
to invade the liberty of citizens on slight evidence.
Milton Friedman
I am favor of cutting taxes under any circumstances and for any excuse,
for any reason, whenever it's possible.
Milton Friedman
I'm in favor of legalizing drugs. According to my values system, if people
want to kill themselves, they have every right to do so. Most of the harm that comes from drugs is because they are illegal.
Milton Friedman
The problem of social organization is how to set up an arrangement
under which greed will do the least harm, capitalism is that kind of a system.
Milton Friedman
There's no such thing as a free lunch.
Milton Friedman
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I FEEL SO BAD, MY COWORKER, WHO WAS GETTING A TATTOO ON HER
BACK WITH HER BOYFRIEND'S NAME ON IT LAST WEEK, I YELLED AT HER,
REALLY. THAT IS SO FREAKING STUPID, I TOLD HER HER BOYFRIEND WOULD
LOSE RESPECT FOR HER. ANYWAYS I GUESS THEY WENT OUT TO EAT AND
HE BROUGHT HER EX ALONG, BECAUSE THEY ARE GOOD FRIENDS, AND
SHE GOT ANGRY BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT IT WAS JUST THE TWO OF THEM,
AND THEY FOUGHT AND SHE WENT HOME AND AND SWALLOWED A BOX
OF XANAX AND MAN SHE FELL APART AND BROKE HIS COMPUTER AND HE
KICKED HER OUT AND HER DAUGHTER. MAN, SHE PULLED A BRITNEY.
I FEEL HER PAIN, I CALLED HER AND LEFT A MESSAGE ON HER PHONE.
POOR GIRL. 100% HER FAULT. 100%. NO EXCUSE. I COULDNT TELL HER THAT.
I WENT OUT TO NEXXT CAFE. I WENT TO CHUAO. I SPEND ALL DAY
DRINKING oj I MAKE OR FROM JAMBA JUICE. THERE IS JOHN MARTIN'S
PARTY TONIGHT FOR ST. PATRICK'S OR MY FRIEND WANTS TO BE WITH ME, OR TENNIS.
Or Miami beach
WORK IS WORK. WE HIRED A NEW GIRL SO THERE IS HAPPY ENERGY
AROUND, SHE LOVES IT. I COULD TELL SHE LOVES ME. SHE SMILES SO
MUCH AND STARES. SMILES WITH BIG SMILE. I SMILE BACK AND WE LOOK
AT EACH OTHER. I AM HAPPY. I AM SATISFIED, I WILL ASK FOR A RAISE NEXT
MONTH. 6 MONTHS. I BETTER BE GOOD. THE DAYS WEEKS MONTHS GO BY.
EVERY DAY I MARK IT ON THE CALENDAR. I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE HAPPY.
I WANT TO LOVE AND LIVE AND MAKE OTHERS HAPPY. I WANT TO BE NICE.
I WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE LIKE ME.
I TOOK SOME PHOTOS LAST NIGHT. I LOVE MY CAMERA. I MISS MY LENSE
LENT IT OUT. I WANT TO GO EXPLORING.I WANT TO eXPLORE THE BEST
AND FEEL THE BEST AND I WANT EVERYONE TO FEEL ME AND MY SUN INSIDE.
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Love Love
I love you, I think there is noone like you. You are the hottest thing that walked on earth.
You are the best thing that happened to me. I will make you happy. I will make you happy.
I will do it. I will take all your unhappiness and laugh it away. There is noone like you, you are
my home, you are where my castle is. You are where I live. There is something new in you.
Something hot.
There is something real inside of you to me you are perfect, no, I think you are perfect period. 100%
perfect. I want to love you, I want to show you how happy you make me.
I am voting for RON PAUL or MCAIN. I already decided. I love Ron Paul. But I am voting for his ideas.
I hate Hilary and Barack too much.
Liberals are
just nuts this year. Totally freaking nuts. Its like crazy people.
Wait til the Republicans eat up the democrats, they are attacking each other now
like animals. I cant wait, that machine is machine.
What a show huh?
I have never been so excited about politics. I want the best to win.
Here is ron on income tax, amazing, for freakin real, I 100% believe in him.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWfIhFhelm8
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You're such a fascinating lady
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I wonder, do you get raw tahini at restaurants? Typically it would be roasted... That could be why you feel so off when you have it!
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Right. It was the best I could do at the restaurant. I haven't been good lately, especially with the cacao hot nutmylk drinks
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