I made my fortune on the seas, and in the
mines, and in the cattle wars
 of the old frontier... I made it by being
tougher than the toughies,
and smarter than the smarties.
And I made it SQUARE! -Scrooge McDuck






"The man who acquires
 the ability to take full
possession of his own mind
may take possession of
 anything else to which
 he is justly entitled."
~Andrew Carnegie



Me before I went on my trip, I was really skinny. My blush is too light pink, I
 need to get Orange blush. Gosh my teeth are really white now. They are all perfect.

The man who despises himself tries to gain self-esteem from sexual adventures—
which can’t be done, because sex is not the cause, but an effect and an
expression of a man’s sense of his own value . . .

The men who think that wealth comes from material resources and has
 no intellectual root or meaning, are the men who think—for the same reason—
that sex is a physical capacity which functions independently of one’s mind, choice
 or code of values.

They think that your body creates a desire and makes a choice for you just
 about in some such way as if iron ore transformed itself into railroad
 rails of its own volition. 

Tell me what a man finds sexually attractive and I will tell you his entire philosophy of life.
 Show me the woman he sleeps with and I will tell you his valuation of himself.

No matter
 what corruption he’s taught about the virtue of selflessness, sex is the most
profoundly selfish of all acts, an act which he cannot perform for any motive but
 his own enjoyment—just try to think of performing it in a spirit of selfless charity!
—an act which is not possible in self-abasement, only in self-exaltation, only in the
 confidence of being desired and being worthy of desire.

It is an act that forces him
to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body, and to accept his real ego
 as his standard of value.
 
He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects his deepest vision of
 himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience—or to fake
—a sense of self-esteem . . . . Love is our response to our highest values—
and can be nothing else.

 

"[N]othing to me is more revolting ..., But once war is forced on us, there is no other
 alternative than to apply every available means to bring it to a swift end.
War's very object is victory — not prolonged indecision.
In war, indeed, there can be no substitute for victory."
~General Douglas MacArthur

I love this video, I love this girl, I want to wear my hair like this!!

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A people that values its privileges above its principles soon loses both.
- Dwight D. Eisenhower

Talk sense to a fool and he calls you foolish. - Euripides

 

I have been eating some greens lately. I had watercress with pineapple smoothie.

Arnold Ehret says we are a fruit eating people.

I read articles that said one must be pure to enjoy fruitarianism, otherwise
cravings will happen. I am having mad cravings. Ridiculous.

Mostly all day I had tangerines. I have tomatoes, dates and avocado.
Last night I had lots of juices, orange, sugarcane, watermelon.
 I also ate some stuff in mom's fridge like tomatoes and carrots.
She had nothing else to eat, I was so hungry.

"Do you believe in something beautiful? Then get up and be it!" - Ted Leo

Always acknowledge a fault. This will throw those in authority off their
 guard and give you an opportunity to commit more.—Mark Twain

Mr. Chambers! Don't get on that ship! The rest of the book, "To Serve Man",
it's... it's a cookbook!
The Twilight Zone

Worker bees can leave
Even drones can fly away
The queen is their slave

Grant that not only the love of liberty but a thorough knowledge of the rights of man
 may pervade all the nations of the earth, so that a philosopher may set his foot
anywhere on its surface and say: This is my country. - Benjamin Franklin

"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps
of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish
and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach.
The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours." - Ayn Rand

Love is blind, they say; sex is impervious to reason and mocks the power of all
philosophers. But, in fact, a man's sexual choice is the result and the sum of his
 fundamental convictions.

If someone sleeps with a girl because she looks good, he values appearances.
If someone sleeps with another because they are rich, they value money.
 If someone sleeps with whoever is willing they likely value sex for sex's sake,
or just want to get off and don't care for masturbation.

I want to buy a gun

http://www.theatlasphere.com/columns/080605-williams-criminals-guns.php

I also want Lasik. I found a doctor, but how am I going to get to Fort Lauderdale?



INTRADE.com

Look up that website. I am going to join. You can practice with play money
 until you get
good and then you can buy or sell and make real money.

Watch this video about it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_U-7CTAJcw



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My mother is sick. She had to go to emergency room.
Her eye is painful to the touch.

When she came back from Paraguay two weeks ago, she was different.
She was heavy, she ate lots of meat and bbqs there. Plus my brother is at
her condo now and he makes really unhealthy food. SHe eats at Chili's too.

So now she has pain in her eye. Its the back of her eye she says. It's unbearable.
She (from prescription medication she was on during her divorce)
got macular degeneration a long time ago. So her eyes are very tender.

I told her to go on the "salad and smoothie diet" but I think she will need my help.
I may have to make her juices,
and fruit pies. Maybe.
 
I can't cook for her anymore, I did yesterday, I made her a
pasta salad with tuna, anchovies, oil, basil, capers.
I always try to get her to eat better. But maybe the pasta is what did it.

Arnold Ehret says "ALL DISEASE IS WASTE"

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I just had Florida Avocado and 2 plum tomatoes mashed up with a squirt of Braggs.
A half hour later the Braggs makes my lips and outside of mouth super dry.


I read somewhere that : " A COW DOES NOT DRINK MILK TO GET MILK"
so why do most people think we need protein to make protein?



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/ I am going to watch the premier of that show SWING TOWN tonight

click , after the commercial pays watch the : SWING TOWN TRAILER

If you missed it you can watch online episodes
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I had two thai coconuts and last night I had a green papaya salad
 without the fish or nuts from MOON.

I saw INDIANA JONES/CRYSTAL SKULL. I forgot how silly those movies were.

But definitely alot of Capitalist propaganda in it too, I told you
 there is a wave in
Hollywood right now.
The enemies were the REDS, the Soviets in the 1950's who
wanted to make everyone in
the world like them. Indiana got double crossed by a friend
who said, "I am a capitalist
and they pay me more money" which isn't that nice, but you
got to see alot of Anti- Commie
protesters at the colleges Shia La Boef was from.

Communism is really evil, they ban private property and banish
 all forms of class systems.
In Communism, businessmen and industry people are hanged
or left to starve,
 they were considered the oppresors. Kind of like today in the Usa, people
attacking our own industry
as "polluters of the planet" which is just commie shit-liberal lies.
The USA is supposed to be Pro business, Pro success, that is a real American.

Anyways, it started out great, but it got into this alien religious stuff which was stupid.
Ancient Amazon savage people are so far behind our own technology.
There is no way they were
advanced working with aliens. Aliens never eisted and God is a superstition.
I am 100% sure of this!
 It's the bullshit that
all those ancient cultures wasted their time with. I love it how we turn the
 unknown and mystery of some long dead culture into something
more advanced than our own technologies today.

There is nothing higher than the U.S.A.


I got Zucchini Hummous too.

I put it between plum tomatoes. Look at my tomato slicer, it is perfect
 for slicing them



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This is this recipe:

http://www.living-foods.com/recipes/zucsuprise.html

It is avocado mixed with shredded zucchini and apple:


Where I want to go horseback riding
http://www.mvol.com/directory/sports_recreation/horsebackriding/

Stovetop fruit


I have mameys, passion fruit and avocados



If you want to laugh , turn off the radio in the sidebar and watch this.
Poor people made to eat raw food

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Sunday

Mamey smoothies, Coconut mylk so far.



Outside the hallways by the bathroom









I went to a black tie gala party for the
 Dade County Medical Association's
inauguration of the new president, this
 big Jew who had 2 consulates,
one German and another Israeli 
and Israeli defence force there honoring him.
 He used to be in that too.
His grandad  was a tanker for the Nazis

His speech was so long.
He said absolutely nothing. It was like,
" We have to all help.." or " Time for
or us to stop thinking for ourselves and
 do for others.." altruistic ideals.
Exactly what we are all supposed to do

he never said. So it
was all nonsense to me. Everyone was
 dying. It was way way too long.
Plaques from 3 mayors presented.
Everyone had photos taken,
 flowers were given
families came up and gave speeches and
 a little girl swore in her dad.
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LOOK I found it! The first ever that I
 have seen, I have been looking for
 this for
about 10 years and found it:

MARILYN MONROE DEAD IN BED
 PHOTOGRAPH




Is that the back of her head?

I know that is her bed because I have
 seen this photo before:

 

Autopsy photos Marilyn Monroe



She was 36.









Why is her mattress on the floor? I have a nicer bed than that.
Why isn't it clear. I have seen her autopsy photos.

Everyone, l everyone says
Marilyn was soo insecure..
what if the
opposite were true?
What if she were really truly
secure in herself? Really strong?
I mean, LOOk at her
accomplishments. Everyone
 did not believe in her.
She got things through
sleeping around at first.
She proved herself that way.
Her stage presence
proved her talent.
She then got director,
script approval,
she married the best athlete ,
best American writer and
dated the
 President
for 3 years. She demanded
3 grand a week which is
crazy high back then. She
 had her own company, she
paid the best actor at
the time, Sir Lawrence
Olivier's, to
be in her independant movie.
She paid his bills and he
 resented that, they all
disrespected her.

She was visited by Billy Graham
 during a presentation of a show.
 He said the Spirit of God had
sent him to preach to her. After
 hearing what the Preacher had
to say, she said: “I don’t need
your Jesus”.


Even when she was a big
big star people at the
studios used to walk
behind her and
copy her walk and when
she looked back they would
 stop. She was the biggest
star of the world back then.
Yet
nobody respected her.
On
magazine covers they
would write that her body
has the career and not her.

So what she took pills!
Back then everybody took
drugs, Doctors were
everywhere and people
sincerely thought it was
good for you, pills, like to
wake up and to sleep.
Everybody drank too,
its the 50's!!

I am surprised noone
ever got the Kennedy's
responses to
her death
" You are just
one of Jack's fucks" Peter
 Lawford used to tell her.

Sinatra said her dog,
"Maf" that he gave her
 used to shit all
over her carpet and she
 didn't clean it up.

Did
you know her housekeeper
 was fired the same day
 she wound up dead?
And when the cops came
she was doing laundry?

I want to see more of
Marilyn's death photos.


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Did you know in her tapes,
her interview tapes, she
said she never had an orgasm
before becoming his ( Dr.
 Greenson's) patient? And
this was in her 30's.
For someone so sexual,
that is hard to believe. And
how exactly does a psychiatrist
show someone how to achieve
orgasm, I have to read his book.

From tapes she did FREE
ASSOCIATION with her
psychiatrist:
What I told you is true when I first became your patient.
I had never had an orgasm. I well remember you said an
 orgasm happens in the mind,
 not the genitals. ...

It doesn't bother me, but
this damn free association could
drive somebody crazy. Oh, oh,
crazy makes me think about
 my mother. I am not going
 to free associate about her
right
 now. Let me finish my
 thoughts about orgasms.

You said there was an
obstacle in my mind that
prevented me
 from having an orgasm; that
 it was something that happened
 early in my life about which
I felt so guilty that I did not
deserve
 to have the greatest pleasure
there is; that it had to do with
something sexual that was
very wrong, but my getting
 pleasure
 from it caused my guilt That
it was buried in my unconscious.
Through analysis we would
bring it to my conscious
mind where
we could get to the guilt and
 free me to be orgasmic.
Well, we
 sure worked it and got
nowhere. I'd go home and cry
 and vomit
 from the frustration. Then
you said for the orgasm
problem we'll
try a different approach.
That you would tell me
how to stimulate
 myself, that when I did
 exactly what you told
me to do I would
 have an orgasm and that
after I did it to myself and

felt what

it was, I would have
orgasms with lovers.
What a difference a
word makes. You said
I would, not I could.

Bless you, Doctor. What
 you say is gospel to me. By now
 I've had
lots of orgasms. Not only
 one, but 2 and 3 with a man who
 takes his time.

I never cried so hard as
 I did after my first
orgasm. It was
 because of the years I had
...never had an orgasm.

What wasted years. How
 can I describe to you, a
 man, what
an orgasm feels like to a
woman. I'll try.

Think of a light fixture with
a rheostat control. As you slowly
turn it on, the bulb begins
to get bright, then brighter
 and brighter
 and finally in a blinding
flash is fully lit. As you
 turn it off it gradually
 becomes dimmer and at
last goes out.

It is so good ... Doctor,
I worship you.



I think she broke it off with
 Robert Kennedy. I don't
think she was the helpless
 victim
we think she was. I see
her as the highest good.
 It's her type that cannot
 exist in this world.

I think she was in love
with the president.


Here is what she said about
 Johnny Hyde, the guy who got
 her the part in Asphalt Jungle , her break:
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SHE SAID:
Speaking of Oscars, I would win overwhelmingly if the Academy
 gave an Oscar for faking
orgasms. I have done some
of my best
 acting convincing my partners
I was in the throes of ecstasy. If
 he were alive I'd have Johnny
 Hyde be the presenter. ...

Johnny Hyde was special. He
wasn't a lot to look at. A
little shrimp.
Little shrimp, is that
redundant or tautological.
 I always get them
mixed up. Anyway, he only
 came up to my chin.

Johnny was a cocky character.
 There was no better agent in the
business. The studio bosses
 and casting directors
respected him.
His word was gold. You
didn't need any damned
lawyers when
 he made a deal.

... how that man took care of
me. He divorced his wife and
bought
 a house for us to live in, bought
 my clothes, paid my hairdresser
and cosmetic bills and medical
expenses. He was my agent
and got
me better parts and more
 money than I had before.

Funny though. He always
took his agent fee. Said it kept me
professional and then he'd
 turn around and spend a
fortune on me.

There was a lot of talk that
he did all this to get me to
marry him.
And I probably would have
if he wanted me to. But the
truth is he
 thought marriage would
 hurt my career. He said
if I did what he
 told me, he'd make me a
big star...

I was everything to him:
wife, mother, sister,
daughter, mistress.
Nobody will or could love
 me as much as Johnny H.
 I loved the little
guy, but I was never in love
with him. I'd do anything he
 wanted and
 I've only skimmed the
surface in what I've said.
 But I just couldn't
 have the kind of love
 for him that he had for me.

We both knew he had
a bad heart. His doctor
 told him if he wanted
to stay alive, he should
stop seeing me and
retire from his work, He
 didn't and died
suddenly before he
 could keep his promise to put
me in his will. C'est la vie.

The talk went around
that his relationship
with me killed Johnny.
They are wasting their
time trying to make
me feel guilty. I gave
Johnny the greatest
happiness he ever had.
 He wouldn't have
 traded a day of it for
 a year of life.






Here she talks about Joan

Crawford, they had a fling:
Oh yes, Crawford....

We went to Joan's bedroom
 ... Crawford had a
gigantic orgasm and
shrieked like a maniac.
Credit Natasha. She could
teach more than acting.

Next time I saw Crawford
 she wanted another round.
 I told her straight out I
didn't much enjoy doing it with
 a woman. After I turned
her down, she became spiteful.
An English poet best
describes it: hath no rage
like love to
 hatred turned; and hell

 hath no fury like a woman
scorned
 -most people wrongly
 credit that to Shakespeare.
 William
 Congreve is the author.
That's me, Marilyn Monroe,
the classical scholar.




What she says about ENEMAS

About enemas. You and Dr.
Freud say every child goes
 through an anal development
 stage when the child first
 gets to neural control of the anal sphincters. Dr. Freud says
 the sexual and the
excremental are always mixed
together.
You told me that childhood
experiences during the
anal development
 stage can cause a fixation
 which play a part in later sexual
 development. Maybe that
happened to me and we'll get at
it in analysis. You know I
have a very poor memory of my
early childhood... I began
 remembering a little bit about the
enemas I had as a child.
They were what you and Dr. Freud
 call repressed memories.
I'll work on it and give you
 another tape.

But Doctor, I don't under-
stand this big taboo about enemas.
Most of the actresses I
know use them, even
some who won't admit it.

Mae West told me she
is given an enema every
 day and she
 has at least one orgasm a
day... Mae says her enemas and
orgasms will keep her
young until she is 100.
I hope she
makes it. A nice lady
even though she turned
making
a picture with me. That
 just shows how smart she is.

Peter Lawford...says the
 Queen and noblewomen
 of the court
of Louis XIV were given
 frequent enemas with
by special servants
called apothecaries. The
purpose was to give
them peaches and
cream complexions...
 Something about
 intestinal toxins getting
 into the blood. So
there you are. Those
 ladies were doing the
intelligent thing. ...

Yes, I enjoy enemas, so what!



Marilyn's screen test for
a film she never completed
At 36 she is still "the girl"
Loaded on pills,
 still a dream to look at, she
was seeing
the President at this point:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm7pyx6zDMI


She got the idea from
reading about or hearing
of a Caliph
 or Sultan who went out
incognito among his people
to find
 out what they thought of him.
 She wanted to take a poll.
So
 she disguised herself with
a brunette wig—no make up—
horn rimmed glasses, an
 amorphous garment and
gave the
driver $10 to answer the
question: Name the woman
you would
most want to sleep with.
She intended a jury of 12,
 but only
asked 9. Six said Marilyn
 Monroe. She gave the
responses of
the other 3, but I don't
remember them. It excited
 her that they
 did not know her identity.)






Joe DiMaggio's last words before he died were, I'll finally get to see Marilyn.

The last words he spoke to her before the coffin was closed were
"I love you, I love you, I love you"



By the time she was 29 she had 12 abortions, but this cannot be proved.
It was illegal back then and hush hush. She had many miscarriages.


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Marilyn's make-up stylist, Whitey, promised Marilyn that he would make her
up when she died. Marilyn even gave him a money clip with the words, Whitey
 Dear, While I'm still warm, Marilyn. Joe reminded him of his promise when she
died. He fulfilled that promise with the help of a bottle of whiskey.

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After Marilyn's death, Arthur opened a play called After the Fall
with a character named Maggie who was very similar to Marilyn.
The play upset all of Arthur and Marilyn's friends.
 Arthur's career in America was soon shattered.

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The Board represents the other people
whose approval
is necessary for people who are incapable
of making decisions on their own.
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Did you know Anna's billionaire hubby leased out the bedroom
 that Marilyn Monroe died in
so she could sleep there ?

Did you know Lindsey Lohan rented an apartment
Marilyn lived in for a while?

Clark Gable, her co-star in "The Misfits,"
 who was quoted after the filming as
saying, "Working with Marilyn Monroe in
 'The Misfits' nearly gave me a heart
 attack. In fact, Gable did suffer a fatal
heart attack shortly after the film
was completed.

You may notice that there's an empty space
 to the left of Monroe's crypt.
If you're making any pre-need plans, and
thinking about spending eternity
 resting next to the ultimate sex symbol, you
 should know that Hugh Hefner,
founder and publisher of Playboy magazine,
has already purchased the spot,
 reportedly paying $85,000 for the pleasure
of spending eternity next
to his first "Sweetheart." The last remaining
crypt on the same wall
as Monroe was recently priced at $125,000.

Even decades after her death, Monroe is still
 Westwood's most popular
resident, attracting an estimated 350 visitors
every day. In fact, cemetery
employees complain about the difficulty
they have trying to remove the
lipstick marks left by adoring fans on her
 marble crypt.

 Everyone knows that a Marilyn Monroe sex tape would be the holy grail of celebrity sex tapes. More than that, in fact - since the discovery of the
Marilyn Monroe sex tape, the holy grail
has been papally downgraded to ‘the Marilyn
 Monroe sex tape of grails’ - but because of this,
 the man who yesterday bought the Marilyn
 Monroe sex tape has promised to keep it
private forever, as Reuters reports:

A 15-minute film of Marilyn Monroe
 engaging in oral sex with an
unidentified man will be kept
from public view by
 a New York businessman, who
has bought it for $1.5 million, the
broker of the deal said on Monday.
Memorabilia collector Keya
Morgan said he recently arranged
the sale of the silent, black-and
-white film from the son of a dead
FBI informant who possessed
 it to a wealthy Manhattan
 businessman who wants to protect
Monroe’s privacy. “The gentleman
who bought it said out
respect for Marilyn he’s not going
to make a joke of it and
put it on the Internet and try to
exploit her.”

A good thing too, because who really
wants to see one of the most
 iconic women of all time giving a
blowjob to a man on film?

Oh that’s right - everyone!





From
http://www.hecklerspray.com/youll-never-see-the-marilyn-monroe-sex-tape/200813598.php






Wow, 42 years later, still amazing!!
I am just so impressed.




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